My Secret Garden ~Reminisce~

Regrets

2011-10-13T08:00:00.000-07:00

I have regrets in my life.

I have this regret, which I am unsure if I want to resolve it.

That's right, you would probably say, who didn't have one?

It all started 2 years ago. Back then, I was very happy with my French boyfriend. I was a Mini Club G.O then, life was beautiful to me. Then, it didn't stay beautiful for long.

Mini Club job was difficult, I started getting sick every now and then, me and my boyfriend kept arguing. He's in France, and me in Malaysia. It was difficult, both of us was young. My body kept getting weaker and weaker by day. Then he joined Club Med as Asst. Restaurant Manager. Let's call him W. We get along well once we know each other. It turns out he was my senior, from Taylor's College as well so we have many things to talk about. He also enjoyed partying like me, so we enjoyed each other's company very much.

Then, my leisure service manager Raphy pissed me off. I still remember, that time, I was sick. He called to my room, and actually tell me that if I can walk to infirmary, I can walk to work. When I was so sick, he said that to me. And after many discussions with my boyfriend then and my family, I went to the HR and gave a 24 hours notice to quit. I remembered talking to him, at the corridor, we both lived on the same block, G block all my unhappiness in CM then. He listened quietly, and talk to me about it, I was 19, and he's 23. My French bf was very happy that I quit, because he didn't like me doing GM contact very much.

I went back to Kuala Lumpur, and managed to find a job with Berjaya Times Square as a Sales Coordinator. I thought it all would went well after, I would start saving and my French bf too, so he could come down to Msia and we live together happily ever after. Too bad, life is no fairy tale.

We continued to argue day by day, and finally he wanted to break up with me again. I was so depressed. I sacrificed my dream job for him, G.O was everything I wanted to be then.

I started to text with W. Everyday, he would call me after he finished his work at the restaurant, and we would talk and laugh together. Finally, we decided to give it a try, a chance for both of us. But that time, I am still attached to that French bf, let's call him B. So, I maintained the same level of attention to B, and when I have that extra time I reserved it for W. Everytime I argue with B, I go to W, and everything would be alright. Finally, it was few days to my birthday. I kept telling W how much I want to go to this island, Langkawi. So being a G.O I know just how difficult it is to get holidays, let alone my birthday is in December, 3 days before Christmas to be exact, to get a holiday it was almost impossible. So, W he didn't take day off for 2 weeks, so he can accumulate his day off to celebrate my birthday with me. i remembered, he arranged everything, transportation, lodging etc and even the night before he called me to make sure if we should go etc, and I told him, I would show up. But that morning, I didn't. I did not show up. I did not call. I did not text. He didn't call me as well. Nothing. Just like that.

The reason I did not show up, was my French bf that time, he was sick, so he demanded me to stay on Skype with him, as usual, I couldn't say NO. At the same time, I don't know how to say I cannot make it to W who planned and did so much for me. I was stupid that time. If only I called, or texted, making up some excuses that I couldn't make it and make it up to him, will it be different now? At that time, I had to make a choice between B & W, I picked B. How idiotic. Should've known long distance doesn't work. 7 months, is all we both can take.

B cheated on me after, and we broke up for good. That time, past 4 months. During that 4 months, I did not have any guts to say sorry to W, or to even have anything to do with him. I would've been so pissed off if someone did that to me. But he didn't say anything to me. But when I broke up with B, I finally said sorry to W. I ask him to be back together. He was very cold to me then. He said to me, everything I argue with my bf I go to him, what is him to me. I ask for another chance, and all he said was feelings are very subjective, if he still have feelings for me, he would've gave me a thousand chances. Feelings are gone, so there's nothing can be done about it. I understand what he was saying, and so I walk away from both B & W's life.

I got promoted to Event's Executive at Prince Hotel. I went to be the Boutique Team of opening hotel of Golden Palm Tree Sepang, and I finally went back to Club Med as a Reception G.O, something I applied for 2 years ago. So many things happened in this 2 years time. And, same with W. Well we keep contact every now and then, so I know he left Club Med too, working in Penang and now in Geographer, Melaka. In this 2 years time, I had my fair amount of flings and guys, and I believe him too.

Earlier this year, July, I went to Melaka for vacation. I stayed with him, and he took such great care of me. Everywhere I go, he carried my bag for me. He paid for my meals. I just need to tell him what I want, and he'll get it for me. I went for 1 night, and that night, apparently his house got no electricity, well, I always believe something happens for a reason. That night, we slept together. It just happened. 2 years ago, we were together, and he never touch me before. And the next day, we are back like normal friends. Between us, we never mention our past, it's like a taboo. It's like a sensitive issue of racism, we know it exists, but we never mention it. We choose to ignore the past, and just let it be as how it is now.

2 days ago, I went to Malacca again. I always tell people how I loved Malacca for it's food etc, but God knows my real reason to Malacca is just to see him. But this time would be the last, because I am leaving to Club Med Sahoro in Japan, next season, and I am not sure when i will be back to Malaysia again. He always take a great care of me, when I am in Malacca. This time I stayed at my other friend's place. I went to his workplace, with my friend Keagan, and waited there for him to finish his work. After he finished his work, he came over to my place, and we talked and talked and talked about everything, me him and Keagan until 4.30 am accompanied by Jim Beam. We were all drinking in my room. I fell asleep while talking to them, and both of them continued talking till 6am, I guess. Then, W he came to my room after, cuddling me from behind, and that night we did it again. Even though the next morning we always wake up normal.

There's many things I couldn't write down here. All in my head. But I'm very difficult to fall in love after breaking up with B. This 2 years, I only play around, nothing serious. But everytime I come back from Malacca, i cannot help feeling like I want to shoot myself in the head. how could I choose B over him. When me & W talk, he would openly tell me about him and another girls, like how another girl want him to be her bf, etc, and how impatient he is in courting a girl, if a girl is not showing interest he move on to another girl. How he would act on a girl if one girl is showing interest to him. like he said, which cat doesn't want a fish. Why would he do such thing to me and the next day tell me about all this like a normal friend? What is in his mind? So many things I want to ask him, but I am not sure if I am ready to face the answer. I am not ready to risk losing him. People say, our relationship now is considered very good compared to many other couples out there, it could've been way worst. It's true, but my situation now is also not very bearable. Go on with this situation without ending, or with bad or happy ending, which one do I prefer? they say, If I love him set him free, I set him free 2 years ago, so what are we now?

Afterwards, I finally learned how to love
It's a shame you disappeared into the sea of faces.
Afterwards, though all the tears, I finally understood
That you can only miss somebody once.

That night you kissed me
Letting me in my future days, when I feel like sighing
To always remember that day's starlight

That love then, why was it so simple like that?
And also, why when we are young
Must we let those whom we love be hurt?
On this similar deep of night, are you the same?
Also feeling the quiet hurt of regret?
If at the time we could have been less stubborn
We would not feel regret now

How are you remembering me? Does it bring you laughter or silence?
These past years, was there someone who could let you not be lonely?

It will never happen again.
To have that boy in love with that girl.

I finally understood now.

G.O at Club Med Cherating

2011-08-25T01:06:00.000-07:00

An army of G.O early morning, preparing to take all G.O Picture.... :)

Tree Top!

2011-07-13T05:09:00.000-07:00

Today in History.
I did TREETOP!!

I am super afraid of heights, but I nailed them!

If you don't know what is treetop, please view this video.

This is the very course I've been through today... :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4h9PqJFWmkY

Excursion to Mini Safari & Elephant Sanctuary

2011-07-02T22:49:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone. I am so busy these days. Busy with the Taiwan Charter in Club Med Cherating.

Club Med actually rented a plane from China Airlines and made a package with a direct transfer from Taipei, Taiwan to Cherating Kuantan, saving the hassle of transit at Taiwan to KLIA and KLIA to Kuantan. Every 5 days, there would be a group of 150 Taiwanese coming and another 150 leaving on the charter. We have an awesome 25 charter this year, so bring it on! You can do it Ee Von! Anyway, on my day off on 21 June 2011, I followed excursion to Mini Safari Deerland @ Lanchang & Elephant Sanctuary @ Kuala Gandah.

I woke up at 7 on my day off, and prepare myself. The bus departed at 8.20 am, and I spent 2 and a half hour in the bus before reaching the first destination, Deerland Lanchang. I was probably dead on the bus. Dead tired! But once I reached, it was awesome! I'm sure your children and nature lover will love this place!

Me and sunbear.
Scrumptious lunch cooked in bamboo, the Borneo Island style, no pot, just using bamboo. Even the rice was wrapped in leaves and then cooked in the bamboo. The fish was also fresh, wrapped in the leaves and then steamed without any other spices or ingredients. Once steamed, they cut the fish into half and pour some soy sauce with slices of onion and chili in it. It was surprisingly delicious, retained the freshness of the fish! The Japanese couple I was sitting with loved it! It was a good lunch. I finished the lunch with banana.
Me & Python Snake. Not heavy, but too much moving that snake. Grrr. freaks me out
My Tour Guide, little cute Nari Noh from Korea! I love her, she's so cute!
Me feeding the deers. You have to hold the container high enough cause or else the deer jump on you to get them, naughty.

After the lunchtime, we head to our second destination which is the Elephant Sanctuary, which is located in Kuala Gandah.

beautiful garden. So Zen.
You don't only get to see the elephant performing! You get to ride on them too!! It's not my first experience riding on an elephant but... in Phuket Thailand they have a chair attached to the elephant's body, but this is directly on the elephant! And elephant is pretty hairy actually.
me & 2 cute baby elephant posing!
Me & Miyako on the elephant! I tried not to think what would happen if I lost balance and fell down.
We also get to see elephant taking shower in the river! You also get to play with the elephant in the water if the water level of the river is not too high! NICE!

They also show you show informations about elephant on video, and also some exhibitions! Look, I'm not even 10% of an elephant's body! Mammoth is so huge! Even compared to the elephant, mammoth looks gigantic!!

Anyway, it was a good trip, we went back to the village around 7.30pm. A day well spent :)

Hello!

2011-06-14T07:03:00.001-07:00

Hello from the great land of Cherating!

I'm alive.

And living my life.

And, I'm going to make a huge step this time, I'm gonna make my blog public again!

Before, I used to think, you know what, I want my blog to be private, only for me and my closest friend's viewing pleasure, but now, nah. I'm gonna make it public, I want people to know me, my story, and my say! That's right, I want YOU ALL to know what i am having IN MY MIND!

All my story from years ago. I read them back. And realize how much I changed.

In terms of. Look. Appearance. Preference. Thoughts.

It makes me realize, that true enough, THE WORLD IS CHANGING WITH EACH PASSING SECOND. So grab the time, and make it counts! Live your life.

And I personally think, all this time, me, my life and my thoughts are going the right way, I am getting matured. :)

Cherating Beach

I aim for the star. Shine like one.

Back In Club Med!

2011-02-24T19:24:00.000-08:00

First of all, I w0uld like to say sorry to My Secret Garden!

Sorry for abandoning you for this long! I didn't mean too, just that, I got busy, sigh. And I got lazy, of course, yes.

Anyway, I realize the importance of blogging, because when I read back my old blogs when I was in college etc, I realize I really don't remember all those good moments, it's heart wrenching to know that you can forget such special moments in your life. So, better to jot it down in the blog! Although I will not be surprised if people doesn't come here anymore, I mean, it's been dead for so long. But I am blogging for myself! So yay me.

Anyway, let's start with few important events & some pictures time!

First of all, I'm a Reception GO now in Club Med Cherating :D, back since 29th November 2010 YAHOOOO! And, now it's already almost ending of the season. I submitted my request to learn planning to my manager , soon, I will be the Planning Coordinator.

First of all, I w0uld like to say sorry to My Secret Garden!

Sorry for abandoning you for this long! I didn't mean too, just that, I got busy, sigh. And I got lazy, of course, yes.

So, just look at the pictures, and the stories. :D

Me, Darion, Ian on the standing platform in front of Mini Club. The way up is steep, and the jungle trekking for 45 minutes is hell, especially I am just wearing thongs, and it's raining. Slippery, almost slipped to my death for few times.

New name tag! Receptionist.

Flight ticket to Kuantan, on 29th Nov 2010. Morning flight. The start of my 2nd journey in Club Med!

Reception Team Winter 2011!! Carmen, Han, Kaori, Nash, Jinny, Jin, Me, Angeline, Su, Marthen & Jankin!

Breaking News!!

2010-11-08T17:48:00.000-08:00

I have started my Herbalife Diet!!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

This is soooo unbelievable!

I am so sticking with my diet this time I don't care!!

Can't wait for my holiday to Penang with my family this coming Sunday~~!!!

Yayayayayayayayay!

Also, I have yet to know the exact date of my arrival to Cherating!

That's right people, I AM GOING BACK TO CLUB MED!

I missed the life there, back to be a GO! And best of all, a Reception GO, position I wanted since like 2 years ago, at first they offered me Aide Gestionaire and I kinda wanted to try that , oh well. I always believe that my God have his plans for me =). I trust in him!

Never stop believing in God and myself~!!!

Ciao Ciao

New Resolution

2010-11-01T07:18:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody! See my blog is once again revived! I will try to update them every once a week I promise!! Also, I posted the latest picture of myself. As you all can see, sadly I gained weight after the office job for a year sigh. I need to lose weight again!

I have few resolutions!

1. To stick to my diet! I need to be pretty to be Sam's bridesmaid in March 19,2011!
2. More exercise! (Sigh, who am I kidding?)
3. No more mamak with Leisure Team family, ok I can go, but only DRINKS. Only.
4. Do not waste money! I need to save for the working holiday next year August!
5. Buy Sony TX-5 Pink Colour waterproof camera so that I can go snorkelling and taking pictures like mad underwater. I swear, the view underwater is so cool. And TX-5 is so chio~ How can I not like it??
6. Must be pretty again, and keep sending emails to Club Med HR until they are afraid of reading my email that they decided to take me back because they are afraid of my emails! Bwahaha *Evil laughs* I hope my plan works!

I am happy working in Golden Palm Tree now, but, I still prefer Club Med because in Club Med I can travel around the world =)

I figured I must do this when I'm still young!
YES~~~~~

Tag Post

2010-10-25T07:31:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone!! And no, I am not dead. Just been busy again!! It took me one year to find back my old self, the old self that loves to laugh, to talk and talk and talk and just talk about everything. Yes I love to talk about everything. I have missed out so many important events in my life during this 5 months without logging in this blog! I'm sorry dear peoples! I wonder if my friend still visit my blog sometimes! Or they might not come back to this blog anymore cause it was abandoned for soooo long!! Sorry guys!

But now, let me revive this blog with a tagging post!

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Dream Job: Host to Amazing Race or some Travelling Guide's TV Show~!!! Oh god, please please please

Dream Competition: Project Runway. :P Hee Hee

Dream Holiday: A place with beautiful sun and crystal clear water. I think it's Bahamas.

Dream Guy/ Girl: For more information, please check on my DATING POLICY HANDYBOOK.

Dream Wedding: On a beautiful white sandy beach with white chairs filled with white roses and champagne with a very eligible man. :D

Dream Car: Just a Toyota Harrier will do.

Dream World: Peace with no diseases and all human does not live with poverty.

Dream House: A nice big white house by the beach, and when i wake up everyday I see the beautiful sunrise by the ocean. Oh I just love sea!

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Alcoholic Drinks: Mojitos, Cosmo, Whiskey Coke, Vodka Redbull, Chivas, I kinda like them all.

Non- Alcoholic Drinks: Phuket Fresh. A mocktail I tried in Phuket!

Milk: DutchLady

Cheese: Mozzarella on Pizza

Candy: Chewing Gum is my latest addiction.

Fruits: A lot?? i eat almost 98% of edible fruits.

Meat: I love pork. Pork lover.

Vegetables: I like all greens except capsicum.

Herb: Basil

Chocolate: Godiva is yum.

Ice Cream: Haagen Daaz

Biscuit: Hello Panda by Meiji!! Choc and Strawberry

Cookies: Butter Cookies

Pastry: Creme Caramel, J'adore =)

Cake: Cheesecake Tiramisu from Secret Recipe, also Choc Moist Cake

Pasta: Aglio Olio with Roasted Lamb Slice is heavenly. The best in Bubu Island Restaurant in Jalan Alor.

Pasta Sauce: Carbonara for sure. I love white sauce!

Starch: I like the piece of starch in Bubur Cha Cha

Dessert: Tropical Fruits.

Seafood: Fresh Oyster with lemon and tobacco sauce is yum

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You're current favourite...

Movie: Grown Ups.

Song: Pyramid by Charice.

Quote: Never wait for tomorrow since you don't know if you will really reach there. Never rely on what you did yesterday since this is the past. Your present is the most precious moment of your life since you are living it

Book: PS. I Love You

Magazine: Cleo

Biography: Celebrity's Biography.

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Your ideal place for...

Hang-Out: Shopping Malls.

Self-Alone Spot: Bath Tub.

Group Study Zone: Taylor's Library

Eatery: Anywhere that fulfill my current cravings

Family Gathering: Anywhere with my family

Party: Zouk

Wedding: Beautiful Beach

Nap: My room

One Night Stand: Hotel. Or. Chalet. LOL

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You remember the days when you were

4 Years Old: I can't remember anything.

6 Years Old: I went to the same kindergarten and I always fight with other kids.

8 Years Old: I purposely cry loudly so my cousin bro will get into trouble if we get into a fight.

10 Years Old: I moved to SK (1) Jalan Meru. I moved to another school. Again. And I hated this school at first. Then I have close friends that I am still close with till now, for eg April, Shez and Gun. *Hugs*

12 Years Old: I went to the school trip with my friends at a waterpark with Pn. Lazurin.

15 Years Old: I get to know DBSK. I love Jae Joong till now.

17 Years Old: I went for National Service, had the best time of my life and be the founder of Alpha Kingdom. I have many concubines and even a princess daughter which is in Russia now, and I'm the "wong siong" LOL. Also not to forget the first time I hold my gun, M-16.

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Dressing style: Casual and chic, i'm not very adventurous in putting on crazy stuff.

Footwear: Flip flops or Gladiators.

Accessories: Necklace

Earrings: My ear piercing is half closed! :(

Bags: Coach. Chic and elegant.

Make-up: Simple with eye liner is a necessity.

Skin Care Regime: Too lazy. Only facial wash.

Oral Care: Brushes my teeth twice a day.

Body Care: I don't care about my body, but I think I need a diet to be a pretty bridesmaid to my ex-boss Sam in March 19,2011!!

Feet Care: I polish my toe nails. :). In pretty colours.

Hair Care: Normal shampooing.

Sports: Bicycle.

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Name the song name that...

gets you in the dancing mood: Right Round by Florida

makes you sleep: Insa by Jae Joong

is your childhood song: Dora the Explorer

the most sexy: What You Waiting For by Mizz Nina

makes you happy: Eenie Meenie

easy for you to sing along: High School Musical's song

would make you take an effort to find out the lyric: Jay Chou's song

brings you to a heavy mood: Anyone of Us by Gareth Gate

is the best remedy for heartbreak: So Yesterday by Hillary Duff

you will dedicate to your bff: Heaven by Ayumi Hamasaki (cuz it's the best song I can sign with my voice)

gives you power to rule the world: Nobody's Perfect by Miley Cyrus

impossible to sing: Hmmmm. Nothing is impossible??

makes no sense: Alejandro, Lady Gaga

will make you melt if a guy/girl sings it to you: I'll be There by DBSK

you will sing to your love on your death bed: Sometimes When We Touch

suits all the losers in the world: ........?

you will sing to the one that steal your husband/wife away: Highway to Hell by ACDC

you cried the first time you hear it: Bu Go Ship Da

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Answer after the 3 dots...

I hate it when... I lost what i want to say when it just cross my mind 1 second ago.

I feel most sexy when... I'm having a nice eye make-up!

If i'm having a bad day i will... frown all day long.

I don't... like waking up early in the morning!

If i see David Beckham i will tell him... I love your mansion!

I want to thank... my parents.

I will jump to Niagara Falls if... my parents disowned me.

I'm nothing without... myself.

I will name my son... Leon

I will name my daughter...Maya

I will name my pet... Doggy. (I presume I will only have dogs as my pet yes, since I only adore dogs)

Can't live without... air.

My tattoo will be... something celtic on my middle lower back

I've never... feel pretty. Seriously.

I used to... work in Club Med as a GO and I loved every single moment!

I discovered that there are more to life than... just sitting here and writing this post. LOL.

I still don't understand why... some people wake up sooo early. Crazy!

My childhood revolves around... Tuition. Sad.

I play... Harry Potter games like a pro. One of my biggest dream is to enrol in Hogwart's School of Witchcraft and Wizardy. I'm a dreamer.

I don't care if... you say a thing about me. Honestly, do I look like I care?

I won't give money to... those who begs for money on the street when they are blessed with healthy limbs!

When i walk pass a mirror i'll... start looking at myself.

I will pay... to have a round trip around the world.

Last night before i slept... I ate my medicine.

I think I'm... going to try my luck with Club Med again, and hope they will be sending me to oversea Club Med soon~

I met someone special, he/she is now my... friend.

If i can talk to the animals... I am special.

I can't... live in KL city. It's traffic jam everywhere~ Nightmare

I'm pretty good in... memorizing lyrics, drawings, tennis, sleeping, card making and procrasnating.

I want another round of... partys!

I tag :

Margie, Shez.

:D Yay this blog is revived!

2010-05-21T00:54:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone, been a while since I last blogged again.
I've been working continuosly 21 days without any day off. OMG. I know. And I miss freedom so muchhhh. I've been thinking. My life now. I have own car. I rent room at KL. I have a steady job. Very steady. But am I happy. Why do I miss Club Med so much? Do I miss the foods there? Or I just plain hating the city life, the unfriendly high profile people I have to meet everyday due to my executive position now. My boss always remind me, you're no longer just a coordinator, you're an executive now. You have to be -in-charged. These are abit to stressful to handle. Give instruction to people, meet clients, do entertainment, be there for the events, ensuring everything is alright. Am I really enjoying myself doing these?

Or do I miss the crazy signs, the free life, the life of going to bed at 2am and waking up at 7am to work?? The friendship that I always get in Club Med was pure, and in my work in KL everyone is trying to kill everyone no? Just to climb up that bloody corporate ladder? I miss the sun, the beach, the monkey, my colleagues in Club Med, the performance time, the time where everyone treats everyone the same. Sigh. Why am I doing this to myself again? I have a car to pay for now, and bills to pay for? Isn't it abit too late and stupid to let go of a higher paying job and a normal life for Club Med again? Truth is, I do not know. I don't know myself anymore.

People ask me, if Club Med call you now, will you just leave everything and take that offer up?
I think and think and think. Probably. Probably not. I have a normal life. Succesful at my age. I have a car. And I'm free. Club Med. My freedom, that kind of life that I've always liked. But unstable. I'm building my reputations now. People are starting to know me in hotel industry. Sigh. Is it worth for it if I dump everything just to go back partying at Club Med? Sigh.

Probably not. Anyway, I will be going back to Club Med with Shanilla this Saturday!! Cherating 3 days 2 Nights as a Gm!! As a GUEST hehehehe =). I guess, that's how I have to roll. Club Med is for holiday. Maybe a day when I'm so sick of the city life. Then I will send an email asking to go back. For now, not yet. :) Oh and you guys should see the wedding dinner's that I've planned so far=D

My manager tells me, think and follow your head, not your heart =D
And now, that's what I'm exactly going to do.
Oh gosh, can't wait for my holiday. It's been years since I last went for holiday =D
Especially with Shanilla. Gosh. Club Med GO's are the best everrrrrrr.
You guys should wait for my post, or. Maybe in Facebook. I'm gonna be rather busy LOL! ^^

Ciao Ciao

Updates

2010-03-27T18:52:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone!! Been a while since I last updated my blog right.

I'm currently still alive, and once more time I'm changing job!!
I know, right , again right, like I joined Berjaya Times Square only for 4 months!
But in this line, it's like this, if you don't jump hotel, you don't get career enhancement.
So, from Sales Coordinator I'm getting promoted to Event Executive soon, at a better hotel.
Like Prince Hotel, it's international 5 stars. and Berjaya Times Square is like International 4 star.

Anyway. It's a good thing ^^.
I've been healing very well.
Had my fair share of shopping, and outings with friends.

Anyway, enough for now. Oh ya, I'm buying a Myvi soon :P
Yaaaayyyyy, new salary, new car, new hotel, I am starting a new life.

After all, I got promoted after 4 months in Sales & Marketing only. To Exec level.

2010-02-20T21:19:00.003-08:00

Dear Ee Von Siew, below are your result:
Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. (This is like, really true, I admit it. This used to drive my ex crazy,so I think this is something I need to work on)

Your view on yourself:
: You are down-to-earth (This is true, :), I never look down on people, I'm friendly too)
: People like you because you are so straightforward . (I'm not too sure about this though, I just blurt everything out bluntly, sometimes I think it's kinda too honest)
: You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties (Yes, I think it's important to hear from both side of the story before doing any judgement, never , never listen to just one side)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
: You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner (Yes, too bad, haven't found him yet, I'm still looking for my Mr. Right out there)
: Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with (I don't know who you're talking about :S)
: The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior (Well, why would they hide their charm under their exterior?? It'll make me even harder to find my Mr. Right :( , Love is really a game I tell you)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship (This is true and false in a way)

The seriousness of your love:
: You are very serious about relationships (This, true, but I learnt a valueable lesson, I paid a hefty price for being very seious about relationship, now I will think twice before settling in)
: Aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like (Yes, what's the point of giving them false hope anyway, but this made me lose many chances away)
: If you meet the right person
: You will fall deeply
: Beautifully in love (I made believe now, love is an illusion, something I should try to forget)

Your views on education:
: Education is less important than the real world out there (yes, I believe there is no point being just a book smart, you have to be both street smart and book smart)
: Away from the classroom (This is the proven wrong way of learning, not effective at all)
: Deep inside you want to start w orking (I'm already working like since 2009??)
: Earning money
: Living on your own

The right job for you:
: You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular (This is so so so so so so true, I'm still fucking indecisive, I'm sure of one thing, Malaysia is not a place I want to settle in, but the risk is too big for me now :( )
: You need to choose something (I'm trying to choose the best for me now, I've been thinking)
: Go for it to be happy (Really?? I should? But truth is the I'm unhappy now, but that is out there waiting for me, and am I ready to face the consequences of my choice?)
: Achieve success ( I will, if I'm ready to take the risk, I'd be sure to achieve only access, I don't accept failure)

How do you view success:
: You are afraid of failure (>.<>
: Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
: Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous

What are you most afraid of:
: You are concerned about your image
: The way others see you
: This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people
: It's time for you to believe in who you are
: Not what you wear

Sometimes, they explain me so well. Really. So, which path to take now. Explain me. Why must a girl lose it's innocence to be a woman?

安静了 - Silenced

2010-02-19T18:14:00.000-08:00

安静了 - Silenced

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo zhan zai zhe li
I’m left standing here with the piano beside me

梦想中属于我们的婚礼
meng xiang zhong shu yu wo men de hun li
The wedding I’ve dreamt for us

却成了单人结婚进行曲
que cheng le dan ren jie hun jin xing qu
Has become a solo wedding march

在这场爱情较力的拔河里
zai zhe chang ai qing jiao li de ba he li
In this tug-of-war of love,

爱我还是爱你
ai wo hai shi ai ni
Will you love me or yourself?

你选择了自己 wo~
ni xuan ze le zi ji
You chose yourself

撒娇的可爱的
sa jiao de ke ai de
Childish… adorable…

粘人的爱哭的
nian ren de ai ku de
Clingy… crybaby…

照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
zhao pian li ceng jing de dou shi ni xi huan de
[The person] in the photos is everything you once loved

如今我还在原地
ru jin wo hai zai yuan di
Now I remain at the starting point

你却走回你的记忆
ni que zou hui ni de ji yi
Yet you went back to your memories

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
ni shuo wo ai ni tai duo jiu kuai yao ba ni yan mo
You said I love you too much, you’re almost drowning

你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
ni hai pa xing fu duan zan yi miao jiu beng luo
You fear happiness is only for an instant, that it will fall apart in a second

分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
fen kai shi yi zhong jie tuo rang ni hao hao de xiang guo
Separation is a release; it will make you think

我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我
wo xiang yao de na pian tian kong ni shi bu shi neng gou gei wo
Whether you can give me the happiness I want

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
ni shuo wo gei ni tai duo que bu neng gei wo shen me
You said I give you too much, but you can’t give back

分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
fen bu qing ji qing cheng nuo yong heng huo mi huo
Can’t tell passion, commitment, eternity and infatuation apart

爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
ai qing shi yi dao shang kou wo men ge zi ku tong
Love is a wound, we bear the pain on our own

沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你
chen mo shi wo zui hou wen rou shi yin wei wo tai ai ni
Silence is my last act of kindness… because I love you so

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo zhan zai zhe li
I’m left standing here with the piano beside me

梦想中属於我们的婚礼
meng xiang zhong shu yu wo men de hun li
The wedding I’ve dreamt for us

安静了在我枕边的梦里
an jing le zai wo zhen bian de meng li
Was silenced in the dreams of the person beside me

我知道相爱原本就不容易
wo zhi dao xiang ai yuan ben jiu bu rong yi
I know loving someone isn’t easy to begin with

爱不是一加一
ai bu shi yi jia yi
Love is not ‘one plus one’

努力就有结局 wo~
nu li jiu you jie ju
[Where] hard work guarantees a happy ending

撒娇的可爱的
sa jiao de ke ai de
Childish… adorable…

粘人的爱哭的
nian ren de ai ku de
Clingy… crybaby…

照片里曾经的都是爱着你的
zhao pian li ceng jing de dou shi ai zhe ni de
[The person] in the photo once loved you

脸颊的泪还温热
lian jia de lei hai wen re
The tears on my cheeks are still warm

却没有人握我的手
que mei you ren wo wo de shou
But no one is here to hold my hand

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
ni shuo wo ai ni tai duo jiu kuai yao ba ni yan mo
You said I love you too much, you’re almost drowning

你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
ni hai pa xing fu duan zan yi miao jiu beng luo
You fear happiness is only for an instant, that it will fall apart in a second

分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
fen kai shi yi zhong jie tuo rang ni hao hao de xiang guo
Separation is a release; it will make you think

我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我
wo xiang yao de na pian tian kong ni shi bu shi neng gou gei wo
Whether you can give me the happiness I want

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
ni shuo wo gei ni tai duo que bu neng gei wo shen me
You said I give you too much, but you can’t give back

分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
fen bu qing ji qing cheng nuo yong heng huo mi huo
Can’t tell passion, commitment, eternity and infatuation apart

爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
ai qing shi yi dao shang kou wo men ge zi ku tong
Love is a wound, we bear the pain on our own

沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你
chen mo shi wo zui hou wen rou shi yin wei wo tai ai ni
Silence is my last act of kindness… because I love you so

Who can understand me?

2010-02-15T23:01:00.000-08:00

怎麼隱藏我的悲傷
zen me yin cang wo de bei shang
How to hide my sadness

失去妳的地方
shi qu ni de di fang
The place where I lost you

妳的髮香散的匆忙
ni de fa xiang san de cong mang
The fragrance of your hair scatters hastily

我已經跟不上
wo yi jing gen bu shang
I already cannot catch up

閉上眼睛還能看見
bi shang yan jing hai neng kan jian
With my eys closed, I can still see

妳離去的痕跡
ni li qu de hen ji
The traces of your departure

在月光下一直找尋
zai yue guang xia yi zhi zhao xun
I keep searching under the moonlight

那想念的身影
na xiang nian de shen ying
For that silhouette that I’m thinking of

*如果說分手是苦痛的起點
ru guo shuo fen shou shi ku tong de qi dian
If breaking up can be said to be the starting point of pain

那在終點之前我願意再愛一遍
na zai zhong dian zhi qian wo yuan yi zai ai yi bian
Then before the final destination point, I’m willing to love once again

想要對妳說的不敢說的愛
xiang yao dui ni shuo de bu gan shuo de ai
I want to tell you, the love that I dare not express

會不會有人可以明白
hui bu hui you ren ke yi ming bai
Will anyone be able to understand

我會發著呆然後忘記妳
wo hui fa zhe dai ran hou wang ji ni
I will be staring off into space, then I will forget you

接著緊緊閉上眼
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
And then tightly close my eyes

想著那一天會有人代替
xiang zhe na yi tian hui you ren dai ti
Thinking about that day, when there will be someone who’ll take your place

讓我不再想念妳
rang wo bu zai xiang nian ni
So that I will not think about you anymore

我會發著呆然後微微笑
wo hui fa zhe dai ran hou wei wei xiao
I will be staring off into space, then I will break into a smile

接著緊緊閉上眼
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
And then tightly close my eyes

又想了一遍妳溫柔的臉
you xiang le yi bian ni wen rou de lian
Thinking once again, your tender face

在我忘記之前
zai wo wang ji zhi qian
Before I forget

心裡的眼淚模糊了視線
xin li de yan lei mo hu le shi xian
The tears in my heart, have blurred my vision

妳已快看不見
ni yi kuai kan bu jian
You almost can’t see it anymore

Updates

2010-02-12T04:54:00.000-08:00

here's some update in my life!!

1. I am SINGLE AND AVAILABLE =).

2. I grew up sooooo much these few days. Ah, it's true, it's a life experience that I must to encounter.

3. I am looking for a room to move into in KL.

4. Sam is on leave. And I'm replacing her like a manager when i'm just a coordinator =(

5. Happy Chinese New Year!!

I don't want to be sooooo workaholic laaaa. No life. But I rejected the chance to go CM Kani, Maldives. Hopefully I don't regret this.

Goodbye to year 2009 and Hello 2010_ Awesome!!

2010-01-02T05:00:00.000-08:00

First of all, I shall give a little comment about year 2009. Overall, year 2009 is a very good year to me, because I actually achieved many things in this year. Let's see.

1. Graduated from Taylor's College with a Highest Mention which is Very Honorable Pass with Congratulations from Jury and a Les Palmes Directeur Award. * proud* Proud that I graduated from college and managed to get such good results. I made my parents proud =)

2. Being a Club Med GO is what I've always wanted since I'm 16 or so. Now I can proudly say, been there, done that!! :) I learned many things there, not forgetting making many new friends from all around the world. Safe to say, with one email I can get free accomodation in Indonesia, Australia, France, UK, Japan, Taiwan, China etc. Many life lessons too.

3. Navigate a Hobie Cat. I can do sailing :) on my own. Although please don't trust me too much loool. Also I can do kayakking at the big blue sea out to the centre =). *Soooo self-confident -.-*

4. Managed to lose at least 3 kgs * but gained them back recently T.T*

5. Got over my stage fright thanks to Club Med who made me make speech on stage for 600-800 guests everyday. Also performing on stage. Now I can proudly tell people I used to be a performer =)!!

6. Collaborate with few Malaysian GOs to make the Independence Day in Club Med a success! Choreographed Chinese Dance which received many compliment and positive feedbacks from the guest.

7. Bought a new digital camera on my own.

8. Went to Club Med Phuket for holiday on my own. I organised everything myself, I'm a Independent Traveller.

9. After leaving Club Med for two weeks I got into Berjaya Times Square Hotel KL as Sales Coordinator. Management staff, :) Pretty proud of myself.

10. Improved my French alot. Compared to college time.

11. Pierced my ears. But now the holes closed back T.T * I'm soooooo unhappy with this*

12. Bought an Iphone 3GS 16GB with my own money. So now I'm seriously broke, and fucking Apple need you to buy those applications, *well most of the time things that I want I have to pay for them =(* But anyway, I'm using baby's Itune account for buying applications so in order word Ben's the one paying!! Thank you baby!!! He never give me any limit or say no to whatever I want. :)

This is my biggest achievement of the year, meeting my sweetheart Ben. =). We do have many ups and downs but it made our love stronger. People say long distance relationship only may have 2 endings, one is your feelings fades by times, or another one is you grew fonder of each other because you just misses them sooo much. Very very very safe to say that we're in second category cause I love him much more now than when I first know him in July, same goes to him. :)

So, with this I shall close out my story on year 2009. And now move on to year 2010!!

GOODBYE 2009! HELLO 2010!!

So, this is it, the beginning of the new year for me. This will an awesome year for me because in this year i'm finally 21!! And guys, as usual, I'll finally hold my 21st Birthday Party this year~~!!
As for now, my New Year Resolution.

1- Stop treating my Ben so bad. Be more gentle to him, listen to him, and stop throwing tantrums without any reason at all just for fun. Like Ben says, I like inventing things to create drama. Yes, I admit :(

2- Start saving for my future and stop emptying my bank account for unnecessary things.

3- Be commited to my CIMB account and put money in there every month when salary comes out and I repeat DO NOT TOUCH THEM. It's saving commitment every month.

4- Try to be more gentle and less clumsy to my Iphone.

5- Try to work harder so that Berjaya confirms me faster =), and I get that allowance money faster.

6- Stop using foul words. *Although this is difficult thanks to Sam, Justena, and June lol*

7- Stop walking with pride because I'm a management staff and I hold my Iphone when walking and start greeting everybody with at least a smile and stop being a stupid arrogant bitch.

8- Start being friends with people from other department, :) this, I'm getting better already!!

9- Stop wearing revealing tops because baby doesn't like it.

10- Stop leaving my laptop on for days and start hitting my laptop when it hangs. I shall hence try to treat it a bit nicer. I promish not to smash my laptop again. * EXCEPT IF I'M ON PMS*

11- Stop procrastinating and stop being lazy.

12- Start cleaning my room and stop treating it like a junkyard.

13- Start taking care of my face with lotions etc so that I don't look like a 40 years old mother of 10.

14- Stop damaging my panty hose T.T. Walk carefully and more gently.

15. Stop complaining and whining about everything.

16. Work on my anger management.

17. Stop eating so much and start to go on a diet so when Ben comes to Malaysia he still can recognize me.

18. Make use of my Ogawa Massage Chair and stop using it like my shelves to keep clothes.

19- Make more time for family and friends. And Fiance too.

20- Drink a minimum of 2 liter of waters per day. I shall try.

21- Start to organize my daily life.

22- Stop spending so much money on shopping and SAVE SAVE SAVE!!!

23- Try not to travel around this year to SAVE!.

24- Organize my room. It's hard to find things in there seriously.

25- Start getting enough rest at night to avoid being sleepy at work.

26- START DIETING FOR GOODNESS SAKE! I"M OBESE!!!! =(

Ok, that's all I can think for now. Hopefully I can achieve all this, summer this year will be a special time, but I will not update why here, because I dare not posting it up before getting all confirmations so I will only post it when it really happens. So this June, wait for my news =)!!
I really look forward for the things that I wish for in June to happen, so while in this six months I will try my best to do good deeds so God will be on my side =D.

Anyway, people, happy New Year!! I'm gonna be LEGAL LEGAL LEGAL LEGAL THIS YEAR!!!
YAYYYYYY

Thank you list for my 20th Birthday 2009 =)

2009-12-22T06:15:00.000-08:00

Hmm, the time of the year has come again, and this year it is fallen on a Tuesday.
The first one who wished me this year is............................

TADAH~! My boyfriend, or ooppsss my fiance =), as per our status in Facebook. he went down on one knee on Skype ( unofficial proposal anyway but still!) YES EVERYONE I"M ENGAGED BUT NOT OFFICIALLY LOL!! Yesterday I was really tired and so I was already asleep by 11 pm I think. But around11.58 my bf called to wake me up, let me tell you this is really unusual because he would normally allow me to sleep no matter how I ask him to wake me up, so when I woke up, he took off his shirt and I'm like ??????????????????????????????????? What are you doing?
And then I see those words :). He wrote big big word Happy Bday Baby on his chest with pen :) Aww, so sweet, but after that my poor baby got his skin all red because he used pen and not marker =(. Poor baby. Anyway, like last year I would list all the people who wished me Happy birthday down,

My family of course!!

Ally Shi

Kyung-ah Tina Kang
Jo Vin Siew
Yvonne Goh
Jeannie Lim
Shin Bei
Dino Ong
Gan Aaven
Patrick Soh
Chermaine Wong
Sherry Ventimiglia
Evon Ong
Theng Theng
Wei Chye
Tina Wang
Rio Tomodok
Jasmine Ee
Wayne Kang
Gloria Sunex Kakisina
Moi
Anais Texier
Sheree Murray
Renee Zito
Kong Stzin
Dee Adenan
Vincent Teoh Hui Shun
Lisa Lau
Eza Syafiqa Abdul Wahid
Sim Kheng Yen
Dik Jling
Joanne Thia
Daphne Fu
Teck Jun Tee
Alice Sok Peng
Lee Chiao Mei
Dachani Kansan Naider
Landy Chen
Yen Leng
Hweewen Lim
WeiShez Yeoh
Margaret Tan
Fiona Phoo
Ling Wai
Carmen Gan
Anrie Chua
Ian Lai Wai Liong
Christine Ang
Samantha Leow Li May
Christina Chris Sim
Annette Edwin
Aniie Hii
Kok Yin Hoo
Hayden Here
Sling Teh
Carl Lin
Timmy Chang Yao Tien
Glady Cheong
Moon Gan
Ong Yean Xin
Yap Chian Hui
Foong XiaoQing
Vintthasry Krishan
Gandhi Andara
Dave Phang
Lim Pei Shan
CrunchyAhcock Hezry
Matthew Gerald Ignatius
Mimie McQueen
Nicholas Ong
Melissa Lim
William Ryan
Qin Wang
Jay Choong
Joey Ying
Cassandra Leow
Hema Darshinee Johnson
Jane Chuah
Andrew Rowe
Rick
Bea
Nicole Lee Yan Meng
Sean
AJ
Lina
Gloria
Rachel Chung
Matt
April Tan
Margaret Tan
Enzo
Elliot
Elisa Jakobsen
Margaret Tan
Teck Jun
Wei Chein
Yean
Siaw Ling
Fi Yon
Mei Hwei

(* Credits to Benoit Schtraouss for helping me to list this down according to who wish me first!! Thanks baby!)

I'm sorry if I forgotten anyone's name >.< !! Thank you sooooo much for your wishes!! Love you all!! Sorry I didn't update for a long time, they took off the internet i used to have access to at Berjaya, and I'm too busy at work and by the time I get back to Klang I'm half dead because I need to take 2 hours train + Monorail to get to Times Square, sigh. SOOOOO Farrr!!!
What to do? This is life!!! But I can really get used to the office working hour, and the off day on every Sat and Sun and every public holiday off unlike Club Med looool!! Truth to be told, I still miss Club Med =(! So, well, if Ben agrees we can maybe go back to Cm as a GO together??? :)
Oh well, who knows the future, nobody knows what will happen tomorrow, so live your life to the fullest today!! Merry Xmas eveybody!! Soon new year!! Get your new year resolution ready!!!!
Bye guys! Till next time!

2009-11-28T23:50:00.000-08:00

Baby i love you!! This shout out is for you my honey! Thank you for all your love all this while, I felt so blessed to have you!! I wear the bracelet you gave to me everywhere I go now baby, it reminds me of you, but soon, baby I get to be with you again!! But this time it's different, because baby stay with me forever and don't go back to France YAY!!! Baby I love you, and I'll never let you go. I cannot imagine the feeling of me waiting for your plane to lane this Saturday in KLIA. I'll run to you, hug you tight and give you a big kiss I think ^^. I love you

This is my desk!! Soooo messy!!! So many paperworks it kills me sometimes. But still!!
My very own Notice Board LOL
Wheeeee, my full stationery set
Contracts and agreement, on my table is things that I'm supposed to remember by heart =.=
My phone which never stop ringing =.=**, and my paperwork and my spec >.<

Lastly, my PC with INTERNET ^^, and a photo frame with a pic of my baby and me that will give me motivation to continue working :D

That's all for now. Ciao!!

New Job :)

2009-11-21T19:59:00.000-08:00

As everybody knows, I started my work at Berjaya Times Square Hotel at KL as a Sales Coordinator.

This is my nametag, way different from Club Med's. I have no country flags on this nametag to show to the guest what language I can speak. In fact, all my colleagues except my Director of Sales which is Italian is Malaysia. We only use English, Malay and Cantonese at the workplace anyway. I'll take the picture of my desk when I'm free, because I'm getting busy. My new job is way different. At first I thought, wow, glamorous. Because when Reservation Department's staff gets promoted, they need to take a vow to treat the Sales & Marketing staff better. Then again, which is what they supposed to do, like what my room mate Joey says, "If not for us the S&M Team to get the business for the hotel you think those other departments will get their salary every month? All thanks to us!". LOL. Mean, but true. My job is basically to call the clients, prepare the contracts or proposals, amend the rates and update all the contract infos in the Fidelio Opera system, thank god I have a 2 years of experience in using Fidelio Opera. The works is not to say tough but stressful, because you need to do it ACCURATELY and FAST. Any minute late and other hotel might get the business deal. Competition between the hotels in KL is sooo stiff considering there's many 5 star hotel in KL. And not to long ago Berjaya Times Square hotel got their 5 Star status back. Then it's easier for me. I have my own desk, own desktop with internet!! (I'm not supposed to have internet on my desktop oh well :P) and soon I'm getting my own business card. Also I get to carry and use my handphone anywhere in the hotel whenever I want and I don't have to hide them like in Club Med because I'm a part of the Management staff, how cool is that!! Except the not cool thing is your manager can reach you at any time of the day =.=! Oh well, I have very nice colleagues here as well, and I work 5 days a week and alternate Saturdays!! Also I don't have to work on public holidays! Pay's better than Club Med! Supposed to be from 8.30-5.30 but normally i stay till around 7-8 to finish up my paperworks. Then I eat dinner and walk around at the shopping mall downstairs to kill the time because 7-8 is traffic jam, peak hours, and considering me and Joey both is too lazy to get stuck at the jam both of us always linger around till around 9-10 pm and get back to go mamak or go back straight! Anyway, it's pretty nice overall. I'm starting to get used to the systems etc! Oh ya one more thing, I absofuckingly hate my new heels. It hurts so fucking much I'm gonna buy myself a new pair of black heels I don't care, because I need to walk alot, like my manager Sam says, get yourself a pair of comfy shoes. Sigh. I'm gonna buy them today. Anyway, to those whom don't know Berjaya Times Square here's a few pics of the hotel.

That's all for now~!! I go back to Klang every weekeed for the sake of my baby! So you guys can still ask me out to yumcha etc!

the Reason I quit Club Med

2009-11-12T19:56:00.000-08:00

At first I didn't wanna post this, because this is not something I want to read the next time when time has passed, but due to TOO MANY people asked me why I quit Club Med, I decided to post this up because I'm just lazy to keep remembering and re-telling the same story over and over again. So instead of doing that now I can direct them to read my blog straight. Lazy me as usual.

Remember 6 months ago I was totally happy, excited that I finally got accepted into Club Med as a GO? Well, indeed my life there was full of fun, party, knowing great people from all around the world, learning their culture, and finally of course not forgetting, meeting my current loving BF there. But, working there is sooo tiring. I worked basically from 8.15 am till 12 midnight , if you're lucky, but normally you get to go back around 12.30- 1 am. I remembered when I first join, all those dance rehearsals till 3.30 am. Yet, I've never complain to my superior or management because I know, Club Med's GO life is meant to be like that. I expected it when I first joined them. However, when we come to almost the end of the season, perhaps it's working too long. I started to have many health problems. Of course, perhaps its caused by the changes in the weather so frequently, the coldness in the night and the many hours I spent talking with Ben and not resting. But yes, I still don't blame Club Med. I was sick for many times, and yet not all the time I went to see a doctor. I went to the infirmary instead, and the nurse often gave me some medicine that never works.

So that morning, instead of me going to the infirmary I decided to go straight to the clinics instead. I called my manager, and she told me I have to go to infirmary first, you can't just go to outside clinic like this, you have to follow the procedures. Ok fine, I followed the procedures and the nurse asked me to go to the clinic outside. HAH. See. Right, and I went to the outside clinic, mind me CM only reimburse our medical expenses and not the cab fares to go there. The cab fares cost me RM40. Of course, I get 2 days of MC. Being me, if I'm not really sick I wouldn't go to the clinic. And my manager should know this, everybody can see that I've been feeling not very well for few days already, and if not because of me really feeling not well, I wouldn't want to go to clinic, but my manager still asked me to go see the nurse first. OK fine.

Then, I got the MC and I was resting in my room. Halfway through sleeping, I got a call from our Leisure Service Manager, Raphy, he asked me if I went swimming yesterday? I said yes, because a part of my job is to bring the kids for swimming twice a day, and he asked me back "So when ou know you are sick, why go for swimming???" WTF !?!??!? I was like, "It's a prt of my job". Then he said "Ok, but let me tell you, if you can walk to the infirmary, you can walk to work ", and I was stunned. I didnt answer him anything for few minutes. Then he said, Ok, Take Care and hung up. I was so fucking frustrated, I decided to quit, knowing I have job offers from other company, like Ben said, if I don't quit now, when's the suitable time to quit? They don't treat me like human, oh yes very well said, I think I treat my dog better when my dog is sick.

Hence that is why I quit, not because the job or the people there but because of the management there, :). But still, I have no regrets being a GO. I have many life lessons, unforgettable bunch of awesome GO friends, and like a wise GM from South Africa who once told me " Maybe your real contract in Club Med is not to be a GO, your real life contract from God's arrangement is to meet the man you love, and now you found him, so you finished your contract there, so it's time to go", very very very well said. I met him there, :). Yes, I believe everything happens for a reason, and my reason to be at CM is to meet Ben. And I found him, so time to go.

The day I left CM, I didn't even cry or look back at CM. It's a kind of relief to leave that place. All my sickness seemed to disappeared ever since I left there. And I'm gonna start the beginning of my new journey soon, a real place, a real city hotel with a real life where I'm gonna build my career in, also to build my future with Ben. :)

Happy times in Club Med : Pictures of my Happy Memories There

Meeting my loved one thereAll Malaysian GO & GE unite for the Independence Day special :)

Memories that will always remain in my heart.

M.I.A but BACK FOR ETERNAL

2009-11-09T04:40:00.000-08:00

In case you guys has been wondering what am I up to recently?, too many things.

Start with my latest news, I quit Club Med since I think Nov 2nd, been a week since I came back. Currently at home resting. But starting my work soon as a T/A Sales Coordinator at Berjaya Times Square KL. I learnt abit of the Sales & Marketing while I'm in college, but seriously, I have no strong background but hopefully I can cope with it fast. Thanks to Joey for the telling me about the vacancy, but anyway Joey, you know that GM was very skeptical because he was like 1989?????!!
That makes you 20, and I'm like "Yeap". and he start to shoot me with lots of questions. And I managed to counter him back so in the end he stood up and tell Mondi, "Have her start work tomorrow", LOL!! Hence, I got this job as a Sales Coordinator. I'm gonna have my own desk and business card Yippee .

Surprisingly I don't miss Club Med at all, only the GO's there, and my love made me realize this. When I'm telling him I'm missing Club Med he reassure me that I miss the GOs there and not Club Med. Which is really true, i've been working so unhappily there, it's time for me to leave for good, it's some kind of relief actually. I'm sooo glad I left. I didn't even cry on the morning I left. On that morning, at first I was worried that nobody would come to send me off because my departure is 8.15, but turns out there's my loyal room mate Christine, Sentha my Manager, Vikee ( Bar team), Arita and Shanilla ( Reception Team), Willias ( Restaurant), and May, Mobeen ( My personal fitness coach) :) I was moved. They woke up purposely for me because on that day there's no GM departure so all those who were present is awake early in the morning for me :), before that during the night we (Me, Carol, Willias, May and Christine) went to this Ikan Bakar stall which is known as Matahari, we ate SOOOO MUCH my god. :S Mobeen would've killed me straight if he see the amount i'm eating lol.

Anyway, I leave Club Med with no regret. A handful of very useful experiences. If not for Club Med, I won't be who I am today. I have excellent talking skills and PR skills now thanks to Club Med, and other employer out there love me for that. I made friends with people from all around the world with different different nationalities and cultures, I'm proud to say if I were to go France, Australia (seriously all part of Asutralia), Taiwan or Hong Kong with an email I can have a free place to stay, I got a good boyfriend there, :) an experience I'll never forget all my life. yes, GO life is fun, but unreal. It's time for me to go back to the real world and start being real, build my career here.

About me and the love of my life Ben. At first our plan was me going to France starting from Dec 19 and stay there for a month but now no more, because I got this job, a good opportunity to build my career in this big corporate. Hence changes of plan, he will come here for his holidays in December, and after he completed his studies which is in June 2010 he will move to Malaysia for good :) We're doing well, we're together for 3 months 2 weeks and 3 days to date. :) still going strong. :) :) :) I love him. My Ben. My cute clumsy hamster (L)

I love my Ben :)

2009-10-19T03:21:00.000-07:00

Remember when I used to tell everyone back in high school that if some guy ever sing to me DBSK's I'll be there, I'll be more than glad to marry him. Glad to tell you guys that I found that guy at my age :), my bf sang me that song :) You might think no it's just a song, no, it's not just a song.
Because he's a French, so for him the translated lyric available online is useless because French they pronounce differently, so he actually had to listen pause listen pause to write down his own way or pronounciation :), and he used 2 days to practice this song. French singing Korean song, god, so cute! With his French accent, so so cute. I love him soooo much :)

I ask him today morning, how much he love me, and he answered me this,

I love you that strong that I would be ready to give my life for you,
That strong that I will be proud the day I marry you,
Be proud the day you tell me you're pregnant and waiting for my child,
Love you so strong that every second I think of you,
So strong that whatever I do everyday I ask myself first if it is something you would accept me to do,
so strong that no matter how difficult it is I do everything to be with you,
so strong that i want to make your life happy just by the fact that I managed to satisfy you in everything, I love you cause you're the girl that is destines to make my life happy as well. This is how much I love you honey.

Awwwww damn sweet, he asked me back and I couldn't think of any sweet words :S
but I love him dearly :) Love you my Ben, Je t'aime pour toujours my French lover!!

First Time in History :)

2009-10-05T05:21:00.000-07:00

I finally got my ears PIERCED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAYAYAYAYYAYA

Maybe some of you would think that this is not a big deal but heck, I'm pretty damn proud of myself, so do my baby, he's very proud of me :)

I was walking around in front of the jewellery store Diamond & Platinum Sdn.Bhd, forth and back reluctant to go in. The most annoying thing is Xi Worm. Everytime I manage to build enough courage to walk into the shop she just start scaring me and in the end i ended up chickened out too. Damn.

She was asking me several times because she herself was scared even though she pierced her ears before lol. And she was asking me let's go back, let's not do this, bla bla.

Anyway I was determined! I messaged my baby, :S and I asked him to call me. So he called me, all the way from Paris, and consoled me for 20 minutes before his class starts, and finally with his words and courage he gave to me, I went into the shop, and I insist on being the first one to pierce my ears, and 2 ears at the same time, so 2 of the staff were one holding the gun each, and both of them is like

"Ready, 1,2,3 BANG!!"

And I was closing my eyes, and then ????
"That was it???" No feeling at all. LOL

I was cursing because I was worried for all these years for nothing. No feeling. :S

No pain. :S Anyway sorry baby, I made you call all the way to Malaysia for 20 minutes before class to listen to me ranting about how scared and painful ear piercing is. Bullshit. lol

Sorry baby, I love you :). Thanks for your support as always :) : ) :)

Phuket Trip

2009-09-28T05:10:00.000-07:00

I have like one more hour before 8 o clock, in which so I wanted to revive my dead blog. I'm now in Phuket!!!! Holidaying, it feel so good to be on holiday :), ALONE!!

Nobody to tell you what to do, you're free to do anything you like, oh my gosh everything is just perfect here. I will really update about my Phuket trip once I'm back to Malaysia. I'm here for a week, and it's been great here. Watched my first sunset here, did my first snorkelling here, OMG Snorkelling is so so so so awesome, I'll blog about it in detail later, I rest at the room almost everyday, did my shopping until I'm bancrupt, I skype with my baby in room for so many hours, that's what that makes me happy the most! But i stayed too much in the room that when I went out today the GO's were like where are yoU!?!?!? Haven't seen you in days lol! I'm with my bf skyping !! :P :P :P

Anyway, I'm having an awesome time here, heaps of fun and I'm not missing Cherating lol!!
I blog later ciau ciau!! :)

Annoucement Peoples!!!

2009-09-15T03:13:00.001-07:00

BIG ANNOUNCEMENT PEOPLE!!

It is me, Ee Von the great, coming back soon for a 16 days long vacation.

My vacation start from 21 September-6th October, due to Hari Raya I only manage to get the bus ticket in which I'll reach Klang Sentral straight at 22 September 0630 am, instead of stopping by PuduRaya.

However, from 24th September ( Dep 0700)- 30th (Arrival 2350) September

I'll be holidaying at Club Med Phuket for 7 days 6 nights.

So if you guys want to go out to see me, the Great Ee Von, it would be nice if you can arrange your time and confirm with me when and where to go out from 30th September to 6ct October :)

(P.S I know you guys are waiting to hear all the juicy stories I have, trust me, I have loads :P )

So don't miss this golden opportunity, because as you guys know, Club Med is a bitch and I don't get holidays often, after 6 months of suffering here (Ok, abit exaggeration) I finally get my vacation. And I don't get to come back to KL often, also even if I do, only for a day and so rush I normally can't arrange my schedule to see anyone. :)

Your co-operation is very much appreciated. LOL
Ciau Ciau

First MC in Club Med

2009-08-27T20:50:00.001-07:00

I'm in my room now, supposed to be working today but I'm sick and finally today I couldn't take it anymore because I was sooooo dizzy at the Kid's Club in the morning and I can't even walk straight, even with breakfast today~! I ate breakfast today because when I woke up not only it was already late, I didn't have time to online with my cheri,( sorry honey!), i go to do my departure at 8.15 and stopped at the restaurant to get croissant. Then back to Kid's Club where I take my medicine, basically because I cannot take the medicine with empty stomach. Anyway, then I went to the nurse and she said oh I don't have high fever so she cannot send me to the clinic, I was like WTF?!?!? I asked her, "Oh, so do I have to be really fucking sick to be sent to the clinic? I worked with kids, one parents even asked me today if I have H1N1." Also she's like "Ok, if you want to go, you go yourself, you pay yourself", and I said, "Ok, I pay myself, money is not a problem". In my contract it is stated that GO's are provided with medical insurance and also we will be reimbursed for all the money we paid for the medication. Fucking bullshit. Anyway, I went, and I got MC for today. Which is really good, because tonight they have White Emotion Party, I'm in charged of Mini Club Challenge Night, also they have clean up for white party and set up for Circus Day, and about the rehearsal for the Malaysian show I will see if I want to go. Well, because of she would'nt let me rest earlier, I maybe not be able to get MC on this day, so it's a good thing no? Anyway, I'm supposed to rest now but I just ate because I have to take my medicine after eat so here I am. Blogging on my own blog which I abandoned for abit too long. Sorry, my own blog.

This week's update

2009-08-09T23:14:00.000-07:00

When I got my Highest Mention Award March this year which i worked so hard for, I thought it all paid off.

Actually not really, I rejected Hilton KL and Mandarin Oriental's offer, I wonder what am I thinking that time? I would've earn more, I would've secured myself a secured place for me to climb the ladder. And I picked Club Med instead.

GO was something I wanted to be since I'm 16, and now that I'm a G.O, I started to think about the possibility for me to advance here. Except if you can speak French very well, if not chances are not high that you can climb on the ladder of success here in Club Med. Did I made the wrong decision? I would've been a Management Trainee now if I took up the 2 chain hotel's offer. Tell me, am I wrong? People tell me I'm lucky, Club Med is cutting cost and they fired so many G.Os, also I'm not up to the minimum age limit to be a G.O in Club Med and yet Club Med still take me. I was so happy when I first received a call from the KL office. I was so happy, excited, motivated and I was so convinced I'll last very long in Club Med. Now I'm halfway through my Summer Season 09 and what I wanted to do by he end of the day was to go to the HR office and tell them I quit.

The reason why? All the people who are important to me is leaving this village one by one. :(
The ultimate reason was CM never respect my right as a human. I'm a normal human, and yet they took my break time so often and they never give me back my break time that I'm so fed up. Last time used to be worst, I was the emcee, I'm in charged of so many events, I have many shows and also that time lack of staff in Mini Club, also I'm having a very big problem with Ken. my Asst.Manager in Mini Club.

Then one day I couldn't take it anymore, I told my chief, I told Hr Manager I can't stand working here anymore, I love Club Med but no, I can't take this anymore, one more time I quit. And now my job is solely remained on Mini Club, be on stage for the Crazy Sign, also to do my show which is Arabic Cabaret, I Love Music, Mini Club Show, do my ultimate best job in Gm contact to get the feedback and also clean up and set up and that's it. But Asian Aroma the new show,zzz. I think they're gonna put back the Traditional Chinese Dance back in. Another Show. =.=. Also I'm terribly disappointed because when Ainis left they could've transfer my service to Reception, I mean come on I worked there before, I was Malaysian PR before, also I used to be on stage on emcee job to translate what Ugo said for every show, but they rather find a new person to fill in for the Malaysian PR position. -.- Even fellow Reception G.O told me they would have so much preferred me to go back to Reception. They just have to put me in Mini Club, well I have no problem with that now that Ken is much polite with me now. Honestly, I'm surprised at that 180 degree of changes in him. He's so kind with me now. OMG. He used to put me on beach patrol everytime on beach and wouldn't allow me to go sailing even if I tell him I wanted to go sailing. Now he let me make my own choice whether to kayak or swim or sailing or beach patrol, also he would give me my break time back if he could. Also he would help me to lift those heavy things, also many more. 0_0. That is so weird. Anyway tomorrow I'm replacing Marco to airport, so I'm happy happy :)

I miss my family so much. :(. Also my Mafia Gang, well to be honest Gun, Shez, Bond, I'm abit offended you guys went out to have fun without me, but I do understand that's solely because I'm working in Club Med, if not you guys would never ever leave me out of these kind of outings. :(, I miss you guys. I'm missing so many thing in my life, all my family member's birthday. even my own birthday , I'm not sure if I can celebrate it with my family or friends. I'm so trapped in Club Med life. =(

Benoit, Tu me manques =(. I'm missing you so much, I truly cherish every moment we spent with every beat of my heart, but you're so far away, and it's so difficult. I don't know how long we can cope with this, and truthfully I'm afraid that your feeling to me will fade away because we don't see each other for a period of time even though you did so many things for me, even though you told me you love me more. I don't know. Je suis pas. And if one day you tell me your feelings to me already faded, I'm gonna be very sad. Reminiscing every moment spent with you everyday before I sleep, hopefully it's enough to keep me going? October, I try my best. I really don't go out anymore now, I stay in the village the whole time. I used to go out all the time, and spent all my salaries every month. Now I'm trying not to. :(. No matter how hard it is, I try to save. Also I don't drink alcohols anymore now. =) Anyway, we both try our best. Je te fais confiance. :)

It's not easy when we're so far from each other, but you know what, when I need you, I close my eyes, and I'm with you. Simple as that :) Sorry I always fell asleep when we're chatting, but it's because I'm so tired by the end of the day. I want to see how far we can go, it's hard to let you see how much you mean to me. I know I always let you down, sorry. But I'll try to be, all that you want. :) Hopefully distance can't keep us apart.

It is said that absence makes the heart grow fonder. This is probably why lovers
who are apart spend most of their time thinking about each other. Distance is not the end of the world in a relationship.

Distance cannot, and will not hurt a bond between two people that is based on mutual respect, trust, commitment, and love.

Although you may feel like you are losing faith in our relationship at times, hold fast and trust your heart!

I, like you, truly believe that love & relationships are what make your life special, and that ones built on love & understanding are always worth preserving, regardless of the miles that may separate us. What greater thing is there for two human souls that to feel that they are joined... to strengthen each other... to be at one with each other in silent unspeakable memories.

Je te fais confiance, Je t'aime toujours, et beaucoup beaucoup beaucoup. Let's try our best. :)

Also I cleaned up my super messy room finally :), also put on my favorite aromatherapy and listening to my favorite songs. Also waiting for him to come online, and meanwhile I might watch the many movies I have but unwatched because I don't have the time. Ciao. :)

I am very homesick at the moment!!

2009-08-03T01:25:00.000-07:00

I miss you.
I miss him.
I miss them.

You = My friends.
Him= Benoit
Them =My family. :(

When I'm working I'm too busy to get homesick, but when I'm off and relaxing listening to my musics all this shits start creeping in. I start missing my family & friends and him, also my home and I miss driving so much. Bet I sucked at driving now already bah~. Useless driving license.

Slept at 7 am, woke up at 2 am. So screwed up.
Yesterday went and eat with Jasmine,fuck can't believe she's leaving in 2 days time. I hate her for leaving. I'm gonna miss her so fucking much, nobody to gossip with me, nobody to tie my hair for me before Bollywood Dance on Oriental Cabaret Show, nobody to help me to pin my costume. Nobody to give me her spare hair band every time I fucking forgot to bring my own hairband.

I want to make her something, really special. But the thing is in this fucking forest there's nothing much you can do. -.-

Jasmine, I'll visit you in Newcastle if I managed to, I will. I promise you.
I really really really do appreciate you as my friend.

Same 88 Shirt :)- Lol, yesterday boutique got 50% off, and at first I'm like I already have an 88 t-shirt, I don't need one, I'm not buying one. Then again, my work starts at 6.50 and i went to boutique at 6.45,i tried the black one on, and straight to the counter and pay for them, Eve just cut off the price tag for me because I love it so much I wear them straight :P, I'm glad I bought them! Jasmine also same case~!! :)
This is me texting you, Benoit, and Jasmine & Christine's always complaining because my concentration's akways on my phone. =)
Me & Jasmine.I'm gonna miss all the time I spent with you. Remember how we used to go to the beach for a swim right after 5.30 pm when we finished work. I LOVE YOU. =(. Don't go!

Also guys,I officially have an announcement to make. I'm now officially in a relationship with Mr. Benoit Schtraouss, for your information Benoit I hate your family name.So difficult to spell. =(

This is me and him. He's a half French half Russian.

Je t'aime beaucoup mon cheri!!!
I'll always remember you said " I don't believe in God, but I believe in destiny".
And to meet you out of so many people I get to see everyday here is truly destiny non?
And I'm really glad our destiny turned out in this way no?
Tu me manques beaucoup, c'est vrai!!

Also I think I'm loving kids more and more by each passing days!

I fucking miss them, Coby and Ashton :(

I got so tanned. LOL. Anyway, I miss you all, that's all for now!!

A Quick Update

2009-07-13T07:30:00.000-07:00

I'm ok, healthy although there's a H1N1 case in Club Med which scared everybody.
Also I'm tired, and having many more new responsibilities.
For example, I'm in charged of the Ha Ha Summer Camp Project, which is a media group from Shanghai, China. It's a children TV programme, and they actually came here with a group of kids for shooting. And I'm in charged. Everyday I eat with the person in charge of Club Med Asia, Maggie, damn stressful.

My chief trusted me alot, so she gave me this big responsibilities. At the age of 19 going 20, I'm actually handling international business. Am I supposed to be happy or what?

But sometimes, I do feel like telling them "Hey, I'm 19, give me a break, I can't take this responsibilty". Zzzz.

But I know, when I work here as a G.O, they expect me to be a professional.
Also yesterday was the G.O party, it was awesome. I kinda love my G.O life for now. :)
Also today I managed to get a white dress for the dress code All White Elegant but it cost me RM 150. zzzzzzAnyway, no pictures for today, because I'm just giving you an update and that's it. Alright, ADIOS.

Best Off Day Ever

2009-06-13T08:55:00.000-07:00

It's been 12 days without any off day, finally today i get to rest for a bit. =)

Last night, after all the clear up around 1.30 am, I actually did a housewarming party for my room, LOL. Wasn't a big one. One day I was cleaning my room and I'm like hey my room is not bad, I can make a party here and indeed I planned one. I get people, tell them and start preparing on the day itself. I prepared the instant noodle and many many many many snacks, paper cups, plastic spoon, forks and chopsticks, meanwhile Zaidul san borrowed me his electric cooker also he as a bartender supplemented me with beers and 2 bottles of big COke, also Christine with her snacks as well.

And on the day itself, me, Christine, Zaidul, Kanako, Naoko, Shannilla, Jasmine, Hon, and Nichole was present. I'm surprised myself how come my room can fit so many people. It's a small but nice room. Heh. And it's really good, and I can feel that a second party is coming soon. LOL. Did I mention that I moved??? Moved downstair to a better room, and a better room mate as well, my room mate's Christine now. =P

Damn nice. If we both offday together, we can chat till like 4 or 5. And did I mention my party ended at 4.30 yesterday???? lol. And did I mention Kanako chan brushed her teeth 3 times to hide her alcohol breath from her husband??? LOL. Damn funny. Anywaym today is the best offday ever. You wanna know why? Because today I went out with this Hon, a part timer from Kuantan, a true local. So he brought me, Shanilla and Naoko to many many places.

Because I party too late yesterday, so I slept till around 12.15 when my room mate Christine came and wake me up. zzzz. "I thought you're going out at 1???" LOL.
Then only I wake up, thank god I got her as my room mate.

Then I walked all the way to Phuket parking, damn far from my block men. Zzzz.
Then Hon brought us to this Chinese restaurant, damn cun lor. Got pork men. xD
Some more damn nice, got butter prawn la, herbal chicken soup la, my favorite sweet and sour pork la. :P

Then we all damn full already, he brought us to another famous cendol store, which is realy yummy, then to many little boutiques. Also in a day we went to Kuantan Parade, Kuantan Megamall, East Coast Mall, and also this mall I couldn't remember it's name. Seriously, it's the best off day I've had so far in Club Med.

Naoko Chan posing with my shoes -.-
Shanilla, our lovely and scary Chinese PR from Taiwan and Hon, Kuantanese
Yum
Yum
I bought 4 pair of shoes in 30 minutes time =)

Carlo Rino =), c'est bon.
I'll miss Sascha, she's so close to me, everyday she hug me and stuff, and she hand made friendship bracelet and souvenir to me also not forgetten her parents is extremely rich, booked the most expensive suite in Club Med for 2 whole weeks and everyday open a bottle of expensive champagne, but both their kids are really close with me :)
Me & Jack Jack
Luna, I miss her so much~!

Jack Jack, the gentle boy who needs cuddle all the time. AwwwwMe & Luna again
I wish you both happiness =)

That's all for now, and this post is 3 weeks late. LOL

Recent Update

2009-05-31T11:46:00.000-07:00

It’s been a long time since I last updated isn’t it?
Because I simply have got no time...
My schedule is so unbelievably hectic,
8.45—Open Mini Club
9.00-10.00 – Archery
10.00- 11.00 – Tight rope, Bungy Bounce, Wall Climbing or Trapeze
11.00-12.00 – Pool Time
12.00- 1.00 – Lunch time (If eat with the kids, if not, have to do sun dance by the pool and do GM contact)
1.00-1.45- Resting period / Rehearsal.
2.00 -3.00 – Sailing / Kayaking or Swimming in the sea
3.00- 4.00 – Another Pool Game
4.00- 4.30- Snack Time / Preparation time for special event
4.30-5.30 – Everyday’s special event. ( Mind you, I need to plan what game, prepare, do the set up, and then clear the set up, this is killing me man >.<’’’ )
5.30- 7.00 – Shower break time
7.00- 8.00- Dinner with the kids
8.00-9.00 – Night Special Event, (also need to plan and coordinate, set up and then clean up >.< My GOD)
9.00-9.30- Crazy Sign Dance (On stage almost every night)
9.30-10.15 – Show at theatre for the kids, mean while I prepare, plan and coordinate and do the set up for the special event for the kids at 10.15.
10.15- 11.30- In charge of special events
11.30- Clear set up for Mini Club and help to set up with Chief of animation and event and other GO’s for tomorrow’s theme and event

>.<’’’’, see? How can I have time to online?
Even on my off day I have to stay in the village to do rehearsal.
Not to mention the new choreographer just came all the way from France, and she’s putting me in many show. I do rehearsal every 2-3 pm everyday and then 11.30 pm- 1-00 am everyday.
I have:
Asian Stop Over Show- Traditional Taiwanese Dance
Oriental Show- Arabic Dance ( She put me in middle wei, fucking middle. So pandang tinggi to me now I damn stress =.=)
I love Music Show- 6 different dance step to learn ( 2 different parts)
I’ll be changing like crazy in the costume room for every dance. I’ll be dancing the Arabic Dance tonight, and then I have like 5 days time for me to learn the 6 different dance steps before the show on this Sunday. >.<
This is crazy. Even this I type in Microsoft Word for now because my room don’t have Wifi, but my friend’s room have got Wifi so I’ll be posting this online when I have the chance to online. But I don’t think in the nearest future though because my schedule is SO HECTIC I can’t believe it myself. I’m so god damn busy -.-. Well at least the time past faster and I have a lot of fun here. But I do end up very very tired by the end of the day. I’ve been practicing my French here, so my English is maybe a little .......you know...., but I simply don’t have the time to care about the grammar spelling etc. But I’m doing good here, so everyone can stop worrying about me. I’ll probably go back KL around October.
Ciaoz.

Boo~!!

2009-05-05T23:44:00.000-07:00

Thank you to everyone who wished me luck and everything...
I am really good here in Club Med , just that my schedule's really really packed.
If you sms me or call me, even to online it's hard to allocate the time to online really...
So well I'm so sorry I didn't reply to your message or callsssss....

Erm, so far what's new with me?
No, no new boyfriend yet, real one, well. Yeah no.
hahaha.
Many hot guys indeed, surfer boys ~! xD

Erm..... I'm really really really tanned now. :P
because my job is 100% outdoor you know.
From Bungy Bounce, to Wall Climbing, to sailing,
Yeah, i go to sailing EVERYDAY now...
So Shez, now I'm probably darker than you. LOL

And i eat real good food here, Housekeeping do clean my room and etc you know...
anyway a few pictures for ya

Hugo et moi, my temporary boyfriend ;P

My sister in law and me, Hugo's sister. My very very very very best friend :)

Camille :), I love her, she's leaving in 2 hours time :(
:), Camwhoring erh?

Mon petit ami :P

My day uniform, i have 7 t shirts with different colour and 4 pants provided by Club Med :P
Petit Club, not under me, but damn cute~!

Me and my sister in law. Camille. Love her lots. I'm gonna miss her so so so much~!
anyway that's all for now.

I miss you all very very much, but I'm very very very very very busy now. :(

Farewell Peeps

2009-04-28T08:28:00.000-07:00

It's 11.28 pm now 28/4/2009
And I'm catching an early morning flight tomorrow.
Ok, so this is it.
Goodbye peoples, mates, dearest family.
You might not be seeing me physically for a long period of time,
but I want you to know, there's still this blog, and Facebook and also e-mail.

And also this is the number I'll be bringing to Club Med :)

017-3877473
EMAIL/ FACEBOOK :- eevon89@hotmail.com
BLOG:- eevon89.blogspot.com
SKYPE: eevon.89

All the possible ways of contacting me are listed here

Since this is a private blog anyway, people who are in here do know me personally, so.
Here's my number feel free to text or call.
But my working hour is from 7/8 am - 12 midnight *p.s maybe later if i go out for partying :)*

Anyway, I've started packing like days ago, and due to much procrastination,
my bag is only done today :)
Gah, I proudly and finally announce,

I'm DONE WITH MY PACKING :)
1 big suitcase, 1 carry on bag, 1 handbag and 1 laptop bag.

Thank God Club Med gave me MAS wei. (20 kg restriction with flex plus 5 kg)
If they give me Air Asia 15 kg restriction I die wei.
My luggage is 20 kg :P. Seriously, I weighted it.
And my carry on is 5 kg. LOL. I really did make full use of my baggage allowance.

I'm sorry I canceled so many outings, my NS gang, college friend, my cousins and BK gang.
At least I get to spend time with my family and Mafia Gang :).

I have to be at airport by 7 am tomorrow. I am supposed to be asleep by now :P
Well, I guess? This is my last blog post as a jobless hunk :P
Tomorrow onwards I'm officially a GO :)
It's what I've always wanted, and yeah you guys should be really happy for me.

Everyone will leave their home, family & friends one day.
Just that my day came way sooner, way ahead of others, :D
I'll leave with a smile.

*HUGS*KISSES*

Anddddd, I'm off.
To my new life,
To my new phase in life,
The Working World.

Gosh. :P I have to admit I felt abit reluctant, ok, very reluctant to leave :(
GOD DAMN IT.

Must be Shin Bei, Gun, Shez, Leng, Carmen, Worm, Justin, Shannon and most importantly my family's fault la. >.> You guys make me even more em sek tak. *cries*

Why am I upset to leave? Why WHY??
I'm achieving my ambition at the age of 20. I should be really happy and excited for tomorrow to come. Except the problem is I'm not. :(

Today's my last day in Klang, last time blogging in my room, and I don't know when only I can come back to Klang again. Well, till then.....

Goodbye :)
I'll leave with a smile. =)
And errr, I hope to see you guys in the nearest future in person. lol
You guys must understand it is extremely hard to apply for leave in Club Med.

So, Until next time, I wish you all good luck in your future undertakings.

Sudden Notice

2009-04-23T07:53:00.000-07:00

When people say be careful of what you wish for, I never really gotten myself in to a situation where I need to use this phrase before, and now, indeed.

Becareful of what you wish for.
Remember my earlier post, telling you how bored I am, zzz.
I sorta wished, hmm How I wish Club Med would call me, and ask me to go report for work earlier.
Indeed, God grant me that. =)
And now, I'm in a rush, because

1. I haven't finish buying the things I need, and thank god I have Zaidul, another GO friend who's willing to help me buy stuffs, so I'll just need to sms my list to him and he'll help me buy them, God bless him, :) Also, some stufss I need to buy myself.

2. I have to cancel many outings that I've already planned earlier on. Sorry guys.

3. 26-28th I'll be at Genting, and 29th, Imma flying off with MAS airline to Kuantan. :)

What a rush? Yes, I better go back to packing >.>
Seriously, there's alot to pack. I'm going loco.

One Word; BORED

2009-04-22T04:36:00.000-07:00

I've been sitting at home, precisely my room, for almost everyday ever since I graduate from Taylor's College.

Frankly, it's killing me. Though admittedly I did went out lots of time with my friends for outings, (LOL! Elisa!!)
But still, I dread the feeling of sitting at home doing nothing always.
So, anyone got any part time job for around 2-3 weeks?? :)

Please feel free to recommend me, because I. AM. BORED. TO. DEATH.
Anyway this Sunday I'm going up to Genting Highland for VACATION AGAIN, YAYYYY =D

Wake up, online, eat, online, shower, online, sleep.

I've been repeating this cycle for about a month now. =.=***
GAWD sake.

Outings to attend:
Time Square with cousins.
Pyramid with NS Gangs
Pyramid with Mafia Gang.
Bee Kay gang unknown. :)

My Preparation Process to Club Med Part 1

2009-04-16T22:08:00.000-07:00

I'm currently in the preparation process to Club Med, leaving May 18th which is like a month away.

Well at first I'm supposed to leave on the 4th of May, but then she delayed my departure. Somehow, I'm happy to know that. IDK why?

Anyway, the HR sent me this email:-

The job being GO Miniclub Childcare Coordinator~

Welcome and take care of a group of children above 3 years old and from various nationalities, organize and animate activities adapted to the age of the supervised children, participate in the animation and in the events of the Mini Club and the life of village, always ensure safety & security whenever with the children including water activities, ....etc.

Attached also some pictures of our newly refurbished Mini Club which they will have something like a treasure for kids to do....the attached story book as well will normally given to the kids & therefore since you are sitting at home, why not read this book now & when you start work , you will know already the story well & helps you to pick up faster in your job too?

Mocking me? Say I damn free sitting at home lar now. Anyway, quite true also lar. zzzzzOMG I need to come up with activities every week seriously... and animate them. I'll be working closely with costume designer, set up planner, event planner and choreographer so that we can come up with something new every week. This is bound to be challenging, and stressed. I think.

Anyway, the dresscodes that they require me to bring is crazy wei. Seriously. I shall list them out. >.<'''

1. All white.
Paired with a white bangle, and a nice white pearl necklace which I have bought a long time ago. Since this post is only for the new things i buy, the necklace is not included.

2. Asian Night. ( Any national costumes for any nationality in the Asian region)
A PINK Baju Kurung :)

3. Black & White
Also can be used to wear for the All Black Night.

4. White & Gold
I'm not gonna buy a gold top, so I replaced it with a gold bangle. LOL
Well they say you just have to have something on you that is the theme colour for the night what?? lol.

5. Red & Black
Red bangle.

6. Jeans & White
Probably getting a new denim shorts or denim skirt. Or maybe denim vest. Hmmm

7. Elegant night.
To be paired with my elegant night dress.

8. Pareo & Beachwear Night

9. Oriental Night. ( Middle East)
Which is also my friendship bracelet with Margaret <3. style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0)">
10. Orange & White
Have to get a top, or maybe orange accessories again?? o.0 Hmm

11. Floral
Also, a gift from Nana.

12. Western
Kinda western what this dress. LOL

13. Blue & White
Paired up with a blue bangle and a white skirt, or maybe a white pant.

14. Pink & white
Pink bangle to go with the Pink & White themed night.
I love this very much too~! A pink and white bangle which will go perfectly well with the theme of the night.

15. Arabic

Bangles, which I will soon pair up with a white simple singlet top, and a white long pants with a belly dancing skirt which I yet to buy.
Also this ring which I loveee so much also a gift from Margaret :))
It's really nice, but in this picture it don't looked that great because I'm using my cell's camera, therefore it's just ok. But I swear, it's really nice~~!!

Thanks~~~! Margie hehehe. <3 color="#ff0000">16. Beige, Tropical Coffee colour.
I'm gonna come up with something to pair up with this, lol. This is cute, I just have to buy it LOL. :)

17. Safari. WTF?

Green in colour what??? ZZzzzz LOL Anyway this also courtesy of Nana. :)

18. Pirate
Planning on buying a knee high boot and bandana for this.

SEE. SEE. Crazy or not?
Anyway, my preparation so far. That's all.
Looked abit like the Olympic Game's logo hor?? LOL

Anyway I would like to express my gratitude to everyone who helped me in my preparation, especially Margaret and Nana, thanks for your gifts!! Love' em.

Okbai. :D
I still have lots of stuffs I haven't manage to motivate myself to go take picture and post them up. So stay tuned for Part 2 of this.

Before & After

2009-04-16T05:46:00.000-07:00

My laptop. HP Compaq CQ 45 Latest Model :)

BEFORE

(sweat, can see my hand and phone geh reflection >.<**)

AFTER

Tee Hee. I heart my laptop lots.

Thanks to my dad for buying me the laptop.

And my cousin brother Justin, :P

for helping me with the laptop skin and Shannon for helping me to choose the beautiful skin for my laptop.

I'm pretty indecisive. LOL

Good News Guyssss

2009-04-10T04:18:00.000-07:00

My official offer letter is here.
:D, I've been offered a position as a GO- Mini Club Coordinator in Club Med Cherating :D
Do you know how relieved I am?
The whole interview process has finally ended. Since January till today 10th of April,
WOW. 4 months. To get into Club Med. Haha.
Anyway, I am very thrilled. Am happy, cause this is what I've wanted for so long long time ago.
I'm pretty proud, i accomplished one of my dreams at the age of 19 :D

One of my dream is to be a GO in Club Med. Now, I got it. XD

And, well guys thank you really for your offer to send me off at the airport.
I truly do appreciate it. But please do me a favor, DON'T.
I am bound to be very emotional on that day haha.
You guys are not getting a chance to see my cry man.
That is why I only tell you guys first week of May, not the exact date. LOL.
I'm so happy. But I will miss you all. And don't worry, I will always update my blog,
we have free Wifi for GO's.

Contract for a year in Cherating, then hopefully I'll get transfer to all around the world. ;D
Anyway, Toodles.

Say Hello to my Darling Sebastian =D

2009-04-06T05:09:00.000-07:00

Which is my latest HP Compaq laptop =D
Black colour geh, zzz. At first I want Dell pink colour wan. Sigh.
which my dad reward me as my graduation presents. (3k, confirm his wallet now damn light. lol)

Thanks!! Daddyyyyy =D. I heart you. Buwahahaha
I shall hereby vow to take care of him whole-heartedly. LOL
Okbai. If miss me PM me in MSN can webcam ad. Bwahahaha.

Ok now really bai. Ha ha
Before I forgot, happy studying to those that went back to TCHT for Higher Diploma.
Confirm you guys miss me la. LOL. Okbai

Genting Trip 29/03/2009

2009-04-01T23:47:00.000-07:00

I still remember. I used to go up to Genting Highlands at least 3 times a month. Or more.

Back when i was still in secondary school. Gone were those days, where I could skip my schooldays happily.

I have a record of 52 days of absenteeism during my high school.
Nice, isn't it? It's written in my High School Certificate, WTF WTF WTF
What the hell they write it in there for? ZZzzz.

It's been a while since I last go to the Genting Highlands. Perhaps, a year? o.0
So many notes, so many stuffs to memorise. I still remember, how tensed I was.

Right after my last exam, I took a deep breathe outside the Annexe, I think the air smelled fresher. XD

When my exam over, there's even a rainbow outside my apartment. XD

Auntie Worm come and pick me up right after my last exam and we went Sunway Pyramid for a karaoke session. God knows how much I miss singing with my friends. I almost forget that feeling. The feeling of enjoying life, without any homework/ assignment stress.

After 12 years of studying, I can finally breathe .
(P.s waiting for the picture from June, so I may update about the Karaoke session later)

Then, the next day in the morning, I went up the hill with my families. =D
It's been a long time since my last vacation with my family.

To get to the peak, to the real Genting Highland, you need to first take the cable car, with scenic scenery around 20 minutes?

With the view of tropical rainforest in Malaysia, and the fresh morning air together with the sound of monkeys and wildlife.
Me camwhoring in the cable car . LOL. Like duh.

Me and my two younger sisters. Demons. Little devils. =.=''''
Ma mere and mon pere. Damn loving right? Next time I also want hug my husband like that. >.<'''''' My 2nd sister, she don't normally take picture one lor. Somehow now she so camwhore already.

This time, we stayed in Genting Hotel. Actually, most of the time either Genting or Highlands hotel . =D

Genting Hotel's Lobby. Very 5 star-ish meh? Personally I prefer Highlands Hotel.
At hotel lobby. My youngest sister and my mum.
Our room. =.='''' Not very nice lor.
Very small.
No plasma TV some more. ZZzzz

Camwhoring at hotel corridor. LOL
Well, finally I became a hotel guest back. I'm a Hotel Student, recently I'm always in the hotel to work or do training. Finally, the feeling of being a hotel guest. Mwah. Love it.

Chinese Temple on the hill. Went to pray pray, so that I may have luck later in casino.

But I lose money lor WTF WTF WTF WTF.
I managed to sneak in Monte Carlo and play the Jackpot Machine. But when I try to go in StarWorld Casino in First World I got caught. WTF WTF. The guard wants to check my ID.
BUSTED.I'm 19. Well, at least I still managed to get in once. =D

Of course, the first thing we went was the OUTDOOR THEME PARK. Yipppeeeee
I love it. Thanks to Genting, I have this free All Park ticket. Worth around RM 50++ I think.

I absolutely miss the theme park like hell. <3>My favorite ride of all time. Spinner. Mwah Mwah

Wow, I looked like chimpanzee lol. WTF
And then rain lor. WTF WTF WTF. Wasted man my outdoor ticket. So no choice, I get into First World Indoor Theme Park lor. Disappointed, sigh.
Went to the 3D theatre in First World, Motion Master.

I watched Monster of the Deep alone, because my youngest sister is afraid. Damn nice. The monsters is like damn real in front of you, OMG I couldn't forget that part where the sea snake came right in front of your face. It was so real. So many people shouted, well I didn't.

Then, my youngest sister dragged me in this. WTF so many turning and flying. I was fucking dizzy after this stupid show man. I still prefer Monster of the Deep more. Very thrilling. =D
The theatre.
Me with 3D glasses.
Muh youngest sister. =.=''' Why I looked ugly with 3D glasses but she looked cute with it?
WTF man.
Jeng Jeng Jeng. First World. Which I missed soooo much.

Very happening right First World. =D
Anyway after an hour or two in here, the weather became good back. =] So we went out to the Outdoor Theme Park again.
On the way to Outdoor Theme Park. We managed to camwhore there. lol

Whee~~ All the kiddy rides I used to ride when I was young. =P

Whee~! I have little elephant ear that looked like wing behind me. I have a wingggg~!
I felt like a small kid again. =D
Whee~~

View from my plane. =D
I am crying because my elephant couldn't fly high.
No comment. =.=

Tilt your head to the left for better view. LOL.
So misty right. Clouds. Gah~! I miss the cold weather on the hilltop.

I'm like a 10 years old kid, =.=''''
My 2 sisters
My mum. She is so god damn young, nobody believed her when she tell people I'm her daughter. *jealous jealous*
See what I mean? Do you believe she's my mum?? We're like sisters lor.

I caught my two sisters camwhoring without me *emo*
Next ride, Monster House. Damn lame.

Me & Jo.
My mum alone. So sad.
My Dad & Fi Yon

Which part of THESE looked scary I ask you? If I don't take the picture with flash I can't even see anything. Damn lame. Stupid ride. =.=
See what I meant? Which part of this looked like ghost to you?? ZZzz

Next ride~ Antique Car Ride. Memories.

Looking at the view. My mouth like fish mouth lor.
I like this picture. LOLz. No comment.
Camwhoring
The view, the mist. Figure the temperature already? Damn cooling.

And I met Christy during the Pirate Ship ride.

After that, around 6 we finished playing this Outdoor Theme Park. We went to my dad's favorite restaurant in Genting, Coffee Terrace. It's a nice place. But the food is so so.

Entrance to the Coffee Terrace. Not bad right?

The Reception Area.
Interior.
Our table. Cool. They gave us the one with sofa~!I was so tired, after the whole day of playing, I just need to rest for a while.

Even my tres hyper sister is also tired. LOLOur table at first is damn empty. Then.
We fill them up with foods. =D

Sushi.
Chinese Dim Sum which I loveee so much.Italian food.
Chinese Roasted Duck. Yummy.
Malay people's traditional satay. =D. Dang, fucking delicious.
Chinese kai Lan.

Chef Du Salade. =D

Sooooo many choices for dessert. Mwah mwah.

Out of that, I picked,

And soon, our table is like shit. I bet the server hates us.
Totally random eating photos.

After a satisfying meal, we went for a bowling game. =D
Champion sial.

I know. Damn fat. >.<''
My sister.

My dad.
All noobies with Noobie marks.
Time to go back hotel after that.
Judging from the mist, do you know how COLD IT IS???
Me in escalator.

Hotel Day Time.
Hotel Night Time.

LOL.

Next day, breakfast at some sort of China themed Restaurant in First World.

Restaurant Interior.
My dad.
My second sister is seen with her Ipod 24/7.
My cup of tea.
12 years old girl with a SE W910i. >.<
Me. Looking blur.
Eat.

The Genting Skyway station.

The Skyway was closed for a week for maintenance. So we took the taxi down the hill. It was scary. More thrilling than a roller coaster ride. =.='''
The station was damn empty. Damn scary. >.<

Finally, bye Genting.
On the way back, in the car. A train!!! =.=

Ok, anyway this is a total random post. I recently found this picture, where I was around Form 2 during High School, 14 years old. Fucking ugly man.
Zzzzz. Ok. You can stop laughing. Compare for yourself. Me, now. And last time. ZOMFG.

And also this, while I'm still in Club Med, this Japanese guest took my picture.
Recently she added me in Facebook. Fuck. I miss Club Med. By the way, I am to wait for season Winter 2009 for Club Med. Now no vacancy. WTF. And while today I was browsing the internet, Mr. Patrick Daya called me. ( A lecturer in Taylor's College) I was really shocked, anyway he call just to check on me, and tell me which hotel have vacancies. LOL, giving me advice as always too. Darn. Ok.

It took me 4 hours to complete this blog post. >.< , Uploading picture, typing, re-arranging pictures, =.= now my back is sore. WTF.

Anyway bye. Thanks for reading =D

Graduation Day

2009-03-30T05:01:00.000-07:00

Ok, I have lots to blog about. First, let's start off with my Graduation day.

It's on the 28th of March at TCHT, Annoucement of Results for Batch 27.
After so many hard works, and restless nights, I am proud to tell you guys

My result is
Very Honorable Pass with Congratulations from Jury =D =D =D
which is the highest mention in my course.
The mention goes like this,

Very Honorable Pass with Congratulations from Jury
Very Honorable Pass
Honorable Pass
Pass

=D All my hard work finally paid off. I was actually, half expecting to get this already, but because I did so badly in some of my practicals, so I wasn't really confident. So, that day when they ask us the RD students to stand near the stage, I couldn't feel my legs. I feel so god damn kan jeong. And thank God, I get what I wanted. If not, I will be tres disappointed for the rest of my life. Anyway, it's been a long along time since my blog post have got pictures, so I shall let the pictures do the talking. =D In the MPH Hall. I'm telling you, the room is f.cking cold but everyone is sweating ahaha.

The ceremony is about to begin.
Speech by Mr. Neethiah and Mr. Someone, damn long. The more they talk, the more restless I became. God. Finally the moment is here, the annoucement of results. And then again, they started off with the big group of 100 + F&B students. This leaves the RD student more time to hyperventilate. =.=''''

After what seems like forever, Miss Charmaine and Miss Ruth asked us, the RD-rians to get prepared and stand by near the stage. Ok, that's when most of us can't feel our legs. ;P

So, they called out the names according to the lowest to the highest Mention, and followed by your name. That's when alot of people prayed that they won't call our name first, because we aimed for the highest mention. So, me and Carmen was jumping like fucking mad people when we get to know that we got the Highest Mention in front of so many people.

Carmen, Say what? Ahaha
Joking babe, I'm proud of you =D

First , certificate of completion =D
and the next one is unexpected, I mean no one tell us that students with Highest Mention will get a second certificate. So off I go to the stage again, for my second certificate. =D
Notice the 2 certs is different? One is in a file where everyone haves it. One more is rolled up one where only student with Highest Mention get this. =D Dang, aren't you proud with me? lol

Next, we proceed to the pictures with all my friends. =D I'm soo gonna miss all of them =(

Miss Ruth, Me, Miss Charmaine. =D woah, I looked so professional *shy shy* XD

Me, Mr. Tay Boon & Carmen
Christy, Double T, Me, Yvonne, Yi Lim
June, Atika, Joanne, Me, Wormie. Auntie Xi Worm, I'm proud of you too =D You did great in this exam, you scored great.
Philbert, Wormie, Me, Shae Yew. Mr. Shae, you have to grow up and stop being so juvenile =D.
Lam Lam, Wormie, Philbert and Me.
Mei Yin, Julie, Me. Awww I'm gonna miss playing pranks on Julie!! Chu Rei~~! <3 ahaha ="P">Lay Ting, Me, Julie ( My eyes damn puffy lor) Lay Ting sooo pretty~!!
Christy & Me
Theng Theng & Me. I bet she's gonna miss me calling her Double T too. Suddenly she and Christy wanted to take a solo picture with me, I felt like a celebrity LOL. Actually it's not like that, knowing I will not continue Higher Diploma, this might be the last time they get that chance to take picture with me. =(
Next, this bitch, tell me, she can never get VHPC, see what she gets now.
I am so proud of her. =D. Congratz bitch. Talk cock la when you tell me you cannot get highest mention. lololololol, anyway. A big hug from me. Because I'm proud of you babe. =D
Congratz.

Bryan, Me & JayRyan & Me.
You guys always depend on me to help you guys with your homeworks. So, now that I'm gone for good, Study hard!! And study smart!! Good luck in your future undertaking guys~!

Hmm~! Me with the Top Student trophy. I wish it's mine. LOL. Anyway, Congratz Sufie, you earned it. =D.

More pictures to come. Location: L'Escoffier for light refreshments.

Yong Jay & Me. Gawd, I looked so short lor. =.='''', and then again, I guess I am short. >.>
Julie act cute, I looked ugly as always, Carmen also that face only, Lay Ting pretty girl =D
See, when I tell you Julie loves me it's true!! LOL *gasps*
Diny, Me, Carmen.
Carmen, Joey, Nana, Me

Nikki & Moi. She's getting prettier and prettier lor.
Cockstare~! XD XD
Me & Sean. Ok, I don't know why I looked so =.= in this picture.

Me & Winter

Me & Nana =DShae, Ryan, Me, Auntie

Auntie, Reagan, MeSean, Juney, Me

Me & Ying Hui =DMe& Sophia
Me & Rachael

Me posing with my certificate

Hence, I'm officially a graduate. =D

Then these guys, are up to nothing good. Damn, that pond is eeewwww.
Who's the victim this time? Owh, Philbert. Ahaha. And look, he's bloody clinging on Ken's leg.
He held his leg so tight that Ken couldn't get away, and somehow he managed to escape anyway, and Philbert still got into the water.

Getting ready to toss him into the EEEEeeeWWWWW pond.And somehow Jason ended in the pond as well. =P

Jay Choong on the way to McDonalds.
At McDonald.Random. My dad=D
My Lunch for that day. Lasagna.

Toodles. =D

It's time to shout IT'S OVERRRRRRR!!!!! <3

2009-03-26T21:32:00.000-07:00

Ok. I just came back from my BM Oral few minutes ago.
And tada. It's officially overrrrrrr.
But, I am not really happy, as I thought I would be.
I'm not even feeling hyper. I'm feeling normal. Or worst.
Because today morning Lai left for Miri, Kuching =(.
He cried at the mamak. Make the whole graduation thing is suddenly not so fun and happy anymore. That emotional moment we all felt, me, Faiz, Michelle, Nana, Carmen and Lai. They make me realize something.

Graduation means Goodbye. To. My. Oh. So. Crazy. Collegemate.
And suddenly, I'm not very happy with the fact that I'm graduating.

Well, actually I reported at 11.45 and was supposed to go in at 12.45, but thanks to Ms.Aiedah, GAWD I love her. She said since the other two candidate haven't report yet I can go in first, no need to wait until 12.45. She just saved my one hour time. <3

If not I would have to be the last person to go in, like really last. Because, no other candidate go in at 12.45 for Jury 2, means I'm the LAST LAST one to go in which also means the last person to graduate in DH27, seriously. The place me in the last-est person to go in for Oral Exam. Cmon, for those exam damn tough one they put my reporting time damn early, this kinda easy one she put me last. So WTF. Anyway Miss Aiedah saved me. If not, I bet being the last person in the waiting room would be....I would feel like shit. lol.

And it went well. I mean, I get the PLKN picture for the second part. Hello? I went for National Service stint.
So for me, it was sooooo easy. I was so relieved. I bet she can see the happiness in my face.
Just read the paragraph, answer 5 oral questions, and elaborate the picture she gave to me.
And done. I'm officially a graduate.

Planning for my Perhentian trip.
And, currently sitting in Student lounge waiting for Auntie Worm Worm to come pick me up for graduation party karaoke session.
Also present will be Nana, Carmen, June, Auntie Worm, Me, Maybe Joanne and Sean.
It will be a blast. =P
Using our Student ID kau kau to get student price rebate since our student ID expiring soon. =D

Ps. To Auntie Worm Worm, Fasterrrrr la.
I waiting for you only. ZZZzzzz.

Relieved. ^^V

2009-03-25T20:42:00.000-07:00

Professional Conduct - OWNED-

Yayyyy. Now what left is BM Oral.

I think that the ring that my mum gave me is a magic lucky ring, I lost it long time ago, and ever since I found it recently, I've been wearing it ever since.

And I've been having a good luck when I'm wearing that ring. That ring is a charm =D

My professional conduct went really well.

Miss Ruth said these, I swear!!

Ee Von, why are you not continuing?

My answer. dot.dot.dot

Then she said something soooo sweet ahahaha.

"Such a waste, I've been with you ever since Term 1, and I teach you all along this 2 years.
Trust me, from what I see, you have a great profile to be a Front Office Manager next time. You're a good student, remember to email me from wherever you work next time to update me on your life, and don't just venture into Front Office, go in Housekeeping Department for a year or two, and trust me equipped with those technical knowledges you'll be the best in Front Office Department".

AaaaaWWwwww, So sweet. lol

I told her I'm going to work, so she's like.
"Save the money, come back and study degree. So, I will see you in 1 year time".

I was like ??????
"But Ms. Ruth!!! RM50 k in a year????? Impossible".

And she's like "2 years then. I'll see you in 2 years time"

LOL. Then she gave me her card, and ask me to always email her.

Actually before this, I am soo sure I will join Front Office, then Miss Ruth she gave me alot of situations, from her own experience and working life, and then she ask me to weight myself. FO department and Housekeeping Department, which one will further improve my skills.

Ok, and from those judgements, I can tell you. I am gonna try Housekeeping too. Challenges. and then maybe I'll join the Front Office and then like what Miss Ruth said, I'll be the best in Front Office Department. =D =D =D

FYI this is all from Miss Ruth's own mouth. I didn't blow water, or chui sui ok??
I swear, my lips to God's ear. All truth.

And now I have her card . Ahaha

My overall performance today was good. I am satisfied. =D. Very.

Cool. ~~
One mor,e Oral BM to go. YESSS

then I can finally go shout "It's ovveeerrrrrrr" at Perhentian, Paradise. =D

French Oral Exam

2009-03-25T07:01:00.000-07:00

Finally, God is by my side.

Good Jury, Madame Tan.

Good question, Au Restaurant.

I likey.
Je suis tres heureux maintenant.

Although for the Q&A part i got ask her to repeat for 3 times. LOL

Je suis desolee, vous vous repeter sil vous plait?

Again. She repeat. I stared at her blankly.

Then, excusez-moi.
Pouvez-vouz parler plus lentement sil vous plait?

It means '' Excuse me, Can you speak slower please?"

Ahahahahaahah. Sweat. =.=''''

Anyway. She's really ok and nice.
Elle est belle et gentil et symphatique.
J'aime j'aime j'aime. =D =D =D
Dieu, Merci beaucoup.

Je t'aime toujour. XD XD XD

FO Practical

2009-03-24T05:28:00.000-07:00

One word.

DIE

GG.

Here's the story. I get Jury 2, which is Ms. Ruth.
Ok, she's ok. The problem is the external examiner. Wait, he's not even external.
He's a lecturer in TCHT. Ok, KEPOH FUSSY SIAL examiner.

I was supposed to go in at 3.20 pm. I went in at 3.50.

dot.dot.dot

Because, the girl before my turn, according to her, the K.F.S.E (Kepoh Fussy Sial Examiner)
got loads of questions and complaints. One word,his existence is to make you life miserable.

I was the last candidate for the day. As I was waiting in the waiting room,
peoples under Jury 2 which is my jury, make gestures such as a slash in the neck, when they come back from the exam room.

GG.

Even before me going into the waiting room, I already heard many stories about this KFSE.
Haiz. In the end, I also GG under him.

I get Reservation, but. Damn tricky his question.

And he asked me, what kinda pillow our hotel use?
I was like, "Err, goose feather pillow sir". *CRAP ALERT*
I was. C.R.A.P.P.I.N.G

LOL. and he's like oh. I'm allergic to GOOSE FEATHER PILLOW, wtf.

WHYYYY??? Gooose pillow soooo comfortable =D
C'est tres comfortable lorrrr. >.>

Anyway basically to sum it off the mistake that I make is basically stupid:-

such as:-
1. Forget to ask for the first name. Mahai. WTF
2. Forget to check room availability.
3. He say want check in at 10 am, and I forgot to tell him that the check in time is 3 pm.
4. Forget to ask for TA voucher.
5. Unable to provide him with discounted rate which makes him so EMO. I told him this, exact same word, "I'm not in the authority to give any discount sir, I'm just a reservation clerk". lol
6. Wrong name for the handling guest complaint part.

BUT, I'm still better than most people who screwed up their FO real bad. LOL
So, Ok lar.

On the bright side, Miss Charmaine and Miss Ruth very the likey the Hotel Passport that I made.

They were both wanting it, so I was like. Give it to Miss Ruth. She was standing in front of me ma.

Than Miss Charmaine, EMO wor. "Ohhh give Miss Ruth la didn't give me?!!?" WTH.

I'm like, errr "Heyyy, you guys can share".

Then Miss Ruth EMO PULAK. More dot dot dot.

Miss Ruth say, "Nah Charmaine you can have it, I don't want it because Ee Von asked us to share".

I said loudly, "OH MY GOD, I don't know what to do with you both",
*shakes head*
*jokingly of course*

and walked out from the exam room.

Hence, my last practical for Co- Efficient 3 is done.

YAY. 3 more oral to go. And I'm technically graduated. Can't wait. =D

Dieu, Sil Vous Plait,
Demain, je n'aime pas Mr.Yeoh Boon Chye pour ma examiner.
Alors, j'aime Madame Phylis ou Miss Tan pour ma l'examen demain.
Merci pour cette temps.

Au Revoir. =D

Oh, mon Dieu. Me tuer

2009-03-21T18:46:00.000-07:00

Oh, mon Dieu. Me tuer * 10000000000000000000000 times

After reading what Joanne post up in her blog,
I've decided to post up stuffs about my Finals as well, ya know.
Just to leash out my frustration, and ya know maybe Just For Laugh next time when I'm probably reading back my blog when I'm already in working phase of my life.

So, Joanne. My condition aren't any better than yours.

Hotel Management paper Co-efficient 3 :-

1. Accounts are not balanced. Great. Just great. Zzz

2. NPV- Fine, can do.

3. IRR- I get the correct rate but my answer wouldn't make sense? at least I get the correct rate, some marks there already.

4. HRMD- WTF? Training Process. GG kau. Simply crap about input, transformation and output only. Mahai. Sial.

On the bright side, my sales and marketing is not bad.

No POMD question, no Law question, no Plant & Premises or Energy and Installation. Statistics.Economic. Business Mathematics. Food Science.And also Cost and Purchasing also didn't come out.

WTF, well not like I studied those anyway. LOL. I spot question. I take a real big risk this time, I seriously spot question.

I didn't even study annuity, simple/ compound interest, cost statement, Batch/ Job costing. All I didnt study lor. Fucking big risk I take. And thank god, what I spot is what that come out in exam. =D =D =D

Who the fuck say Trial is easier then Finals stand out now, I want BITCHSLAP you. ZZzzz

Ok. Accomodation Technology paper. As usual, Kau Tim =D
Co-Efficient 3 also. Good. =D

Hospitality and Tourism Environment paper, OKOK I guess.
Still, Trial easier lor. I want bitchslap people ad now.
Co- Efficient 2.

Then, done with written exam. =D

Proceed to my practical exam . GG-ness.

Professional Communication:- Not bad, except for the part I used a line chart instead of a bar chart. I am very the dumb ass man. Anyway, I gave the lecturer a reasonable argument about the usage of line chart. Although she's not really convinced, but heck I think it'll do. And my presentation was pretty good. =D.

Co-Efficient 1

Housekeeping Practical :- Co-Efficient 3. GG ness.

Oral. Mahai. Kena gang. The lecturer and the external examiner, Executive Housekeeper from Sheraton Subang, bomb me with heaps of questions lor. Zzzzz.
Some more I havent finsih answer Ms. Lay Bee's question, the another jury bombing me with other question.

KENA GANG KENA GANG. Not fair la like that. zzzz

I'm not sure if they're satisfied with my answer, but, I myself is dissatisfied with my own answer. GG lor.

Practical , WTF of all question I get bathroom cleaning. machaohai CCB. =.=
The one I hate the most, the one i sucked the most. GG.

I cannot recognize the different different clothes to use for different surfaces.
And what's their usage.
As for the cup soakings, I only pretend to add the dishwasher, actually I didnt add a single drop.
So I didn't give a fuck to rinse the cups, since mahai no detergent also. =.='''

Mana tahu get caught. The external examiner asked me,
OMG why you didn't rinse the cups? All those soap waters, what if the guest drink the soap water?? GG.com

I was about to say, "Nola, I didn't add a drop of dishawasher also inside, that's why I don't bother to rinse". Then, I think it is the best to keep quiet. =.='''
To avoid further GG.ness.

Also. I used dustcloth to wipe dry the toilet unit. =.=
What, the rag clothes is damn wet what. I use dust clothes lar. ZZZzzzz.
Like that also kena caught. Diu.

Damn alert la both of them. When I do mistake sure they see one. ZZzzz.

BUT
The whole muthafucking time they were chit-chatting.
About what you know?

Manicure and pedicure. Where do cheap? Where do nice? Comparing their nails?

"Oh, this one ah, neh I do at the shop in Subang Parade, very nice hor? Not bad ah the girl do the manicure, some more the price quite affordable"

Right. Talking about professionalism. =.=

Anyway, 4 more to go. =D
Gambahteh neh. Go go Jia You. Aza aza Fighting!!

I need to balance my FO practical with Housekeeping to secure the Highest Distinction. -.-
Damn it. I swear that's the first time I do that badly in my practicals in Taylor's College.
And the first time just have to be Finals. GREAT. Mahai CCB. =.=

WTF.

Bonne chance pour moi et mon amies aussi pour l'examen final.
Oh, mon Dieu. Graduating in a week time. =D. Well, technially, but still. LOL

.........Gambahteh Neh ( 100 th Post by the way =D)

2009-03-16T04:10:00.000-07:00

To Batch 27 Taylor's College :-

The Finals is here.
We've been playing the game all along for the whole 2 years
battling the evil exam, practicals and assignment demons,

It's been a pleasure knowing you guys.
Next time if there's anything I'll miss about Taylor's that would be
my college mates, the food, the time we spent in Taylor's
and the hot French lecturers. =P. And also afew hot ang moh students. XD

Anyway

This is it.
The 'boss' demon is here.
Good Luck.
May we all pass with flying colours.

Let's battle with The Boss. a.k.a Final examination.

Ee Von says: Bring it on.

And people, finally my blog reached the 100th post.
Thanks for supporting my blog all this while =D

(P.S, Adrian the Scumbag gave me quite a good mark for BM. He just want leash his anger only that day. So I didn't complaint since my overall mark is pretty good =D )

...................Fucking Pissed

2009-03-13T02:06:00.000-07:00

WARNING :- Alot of swearing in this post. Read at own risk. Leave if you're not interested without a trace. I don't give a FUCK.

Never in my life, I felt like murdering a teacher of mine.
All my life, I respect teachers, and I'm really grateful to them for giving me knowledge.
But not today. Not today.
For the first time in my life, I used the work FUCK in front of my mother.
I complaint to her the moment I got in the car.

Curious of what happened? This is what HAPPENED.
Approximately 4 hours ago, now I'm at home feeling as pissed off as 4 hours ago.
I have Trial for my Oral BM, and lucky me, get what I mean when I say "lucky me"...

I got Jury 4 which is Mr. Adrian Yao.
Ok, so this dude. Is fucking sensitive. Fucking emotional. And fucking not professional.
He always mixed up his feelings which is bad mood all the muthafucking time, and then lash it to the poor students of Taylor's College.
Remember when he taught us Pengajian Moral during term something I think Term 3, he used to EMO in the class. Come in the muthafucking class, sit for 5 seconds, and announce

"Class's over". I don't even know why he bother coming in. Then, when he's all emo he'll shred our attendance piece into pieces right in front of the class. Good.
VERY PROFESSIONAL.

I'm sorry? Do I hear it right? Is that a lecturer in HOSPITALITY COURSE in TAYLOR"S COLLEGE which is the so called Best Hotel School in Malaysia did just what?

Yeap. Muthafuckingly true.
The same thing happens today. Then, when he did that during Pengajian Moral, I don't give a fuck. Hell, but this is TRIAL. Mahai.

So, Faiz told me in the morning he already kena diu. That guy also damn innocent. Poor him.
In front of so many people somemore. So, the first person in was uhm. Inappropriate. No make up. No bun hair. No coat. So he was so fucking mad he went to the class and shouted

"If you give me this kinda shit I'm gonna fail the whole DH"
WTF????

Because of one person, you're gonna fail the whole batch? Very fair.

There's the starting point of our hell. He stayed mad. All the way. From the first person in 9 am till my turn which is 2 pm.

Before this, in the seminar and in the class itself the invigilator kept reminding us to knock the door before entering the jury's room. And so, that is what I stupidly did. So called to show your manners.

Guess what. He shouted at me. Mahai.
"Ketuk apa ketuk, siapa suruh ketuk pintu, tak payah ketuk, masuk terus".

So I'm like, "Maafkan saya , tuan. " . And proceed la with introducing myself in BM.
His muka ah, damn fucking black. Fine. I was wondering what the fuck did I do? Still, I managed to smile and answer and read the passage calmly.

Ok. Until the question and answer part, before I finish answering my question, he proceed to ANOTHER question. WTF is wrong with him? So what's my mark if he cut me off like that?
Anyway, I kept quiet.

Picture part. Holy shit. The part where he give me a picture and I'm supposed to elaborate it with my own words. This. I was obviously nervous. So, ok I did a mistake. I got a picture of a cyber cafe, a Jackpot machine and a police clearing away a gaming machine. So i accidentally used the word "game". Yes. My fault.

And what he did? He shouted so muthafuckingly loud.
"Ini ujian BM atau English?" Jawab saya, English ke Bahasa Melayu?"
"Apa yang kamu cakap tadi? Ulang sekali lagi!!!", damn loud that, an Indian lecturer came over to see what happened.

I was startled, "Err Ujian Bahasa Melayu tuan, permainan video tuan, sila maafkan saya". and continued obviously duh.
My marks is in his hand.

Frankly, does he really need to shout that loud that another lecturer came to see what happened?
I was so humilliated.

Cmon, do he really need to "Jatuhkan my air muka like, literally malukan saya kau kau??"
I don't deserve that, just for accidentally using the word GAME?.
Carmen said one English word International too, did you shout at her like what you did to me?
Be fair and square man. Just because during her time your mood was slightly better, doesn't mean you can be so fucking unfair.

Then, after that, I finished elaborating. So he was like looking at me, and I'm staring back at him. Since he didn't say anything, and just looked at me, so I make an initiative to ask him,

"Err, tuan. Adakah ujian ini sudah selesai? Bolehkah saya keluar?".

And he shouted again.
"Awak yang tamatkan ujian ini ke saya tamatkan ujian ini???. Kalau awak nak keluar sekarang awak boleh keluar sekarang!"

WTFFF??? I'm just asking nicely. So, I answered, "Err. Mr. Adrian yang tamatkan ujian ini. Maafkan saya tuan".

Ok. Dah lah scold sampai puas. In the end, he commented my BM is pretty good. It was OK.
So. WTH is all those shoutings for??

Not only me, Faiz. He shouted at Faiz in front of everyone in the corridor where everyone is waiting for their turn. And Ivan, he called Ivan "Sampah~!" Garbage. What a word from a lecturer.

WTF. You tell me, is that an appropriate thing to do as a lecturer?
That is fucking not professional. And not only me, in fact, I can say every single lucky one under Jury 4 kena diu kau kau from him.

I'm sooo gonna complain to Programme Office with Faiz this coming Monday.
He's too much. Really. Too much.
Loose all my respect towards him.

Taylor's GOOD? Hiring this kinda lecturer. FUCK YOU MAN.
And. well. Adrian. You're a scumbag. I see how long you can be a lecturer with that sensitive emotional mood swing PMS-ing of yours.

After so long, I craved for that. Carmen stopped me.
And Carmen was right, not worth it to start over again what I tried so hard to stopped and finally managed to stopped for the SCUMBAG. Yes, he's a SCUMBAG.
Not worth me risking my own health for a SCUMBAG like him.

Thank god man. I don't ever want to get addicted to that again.
Anyway. Fuck you all. I'm mad with the world right now. Just now in the mamak, God knows how hard I tried to control my voice level. I resisted them hard. Anyway few words slipped and my voice was obviously raised way up high. That is not very Ee Von thing to do. I don't normally speak in that kinda tone. But he's too much. He's really too much.

Thank God i'm leaving Taylor's. Another 2 year here would've shorten my lifespan for 20 years.
Not worth it man. Not worth it. Not much emo post you can find in my post, but this is definitely one of the emo-est post in my blog.

Not worth me dwelling over this. I'll try to forget about this. Sigh. FUCK.
Hopefully for Finals I won't get him. Even if I get him as my jury %^#&^$, it's just Co-Efficient 1. Won't do much harm to my overall global average. Anyway. Ciaoz.

Scarily Accurate Personality Test =D

2009-03-11T03:35:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

War of Finals

2009-03-09T06:32:00.000-07:00

To all batch 27 and most importantly to myself

GOOD LUCK!!!

Preparing myself to the battle zone.
Armed with my stationery, knowledge and willpower.
Leaving behind my playful-ness, kiddy-ness and procrastination

No time for feelings as I slip on my blazer n flatten the edges. And brush both my shoulders lightly.

I clip on my name tag "Siew Ee Von" and tie up my hair...

I draw on my eyeliner and plump up my lips..

Look into the mirror for the last time, rectifying any imperfection

Its time to go into the battle zone..

Spawn mode on test papers n equations..

Siew Ee Von says :

BRING IT ON!!!!

After 19 days,

I shall shout out my frustration of studying in Taylors for 2 years in me

At PERHENTIAN!!!

God. How I wish I can jump on a time machine and just go straight to 28th March.

However, no space for dreams, imagination or fantasies.

I'm marching courageously into the exam hall.

Everyone. Keep your fingers crossed for me.

I've done everything I can. I studied. I poured my efforts.

Now it's up to you, God. (Amitabha or. Goddess of Mercy. or. any God)

Please listen to my prayers,

I want to pass my Finals with the highest mention,

Above 16 of average GA, Very Honorable Pass with Congratulations from Jury

And I also I want to get news from Club Med about my placement in April/ May as soon as possible.

Please, listen and answer my prayers this one time. Please.

I keep faith. In myself. And in the God I worship all my life.

PLEASE. SIL VOUS PLAIT.

Ps. Lai Ah Tong, is this writing in this post big enough for you to read?? Now stop complaining.

Toodles. Wish me luck. Ok bye.

Tagged

2009-02-27T04:26:00.001-08:00

Tagged by Elaine. But this is fun. LOL

Rules:
1. Answer the questions as honestly or as funny as possible.
2. Post this as "Did That Happen To You?"
3. Tag 10 friends.
4. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
5. Have fun!

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
I shall hence freak out and run out from the room screaming if it's big. If it's small just continue my business and keep praying so that the bettle won't come near me.

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in
the room?
Sing along. Like duh.

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line?
Hiya. What ya up to? XD

4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
Try to brainwash them? Or. To hell with it. Like I give a damn.

5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
Cry? Your arse. I shall stand up steadily and brush the dirts of my knee.

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework (The one whereby you have to choose 1 out of 4 options given to you as your answer) and it had to be submit in 5 minutes. What do you do?
Well. Circle all the A. Because I'm sure there's a few question with the "A" answer. I mean cmon, rather than simply tembak/ answer all and get all wrong, isn't it a better idea to just circle all the same answer? You'll still get a few marks?? ^^

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
Excuse myself and run away and hide forever. I've never have this problem before. So. yeah. LOL

8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your clean clothes on the wet floor. What do you do?
Say FUCK. Damn it. &(^&#*^&$$^. Curse until I'm feeling all good, pick it up, shake it and wear. Cmon I simply got no choice. lol

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
Laugh my head off.

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
Uhm. Tough one. I'll, lol fake it.

11. (Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside.
Of all things, you gave me this? lol

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
This must be my lucky day. XD And I shall try to gather all my courage to go get his number. Or Facebook. Which most of the time, or everytime, I chickened out. XD

13. Your crush and you are eating dinner together, the food you've ordered came first, you do not want him or her to look at you eating while his or her food hasn't come. What will you do?
Put my palms together and say 'Itatakimasu" and start eating like real slow? XD I prefer my food hot. lol

14. You are alone in your house and you realized that there is a burglar. What do you do?
Grab whatever thing that is nearest to me that can harm/kill the burglar, grab my cellphone (hopefully still got credit) and call the security guard or police.

15.What do you do when your best friend had just spoilt your favourite one and only camera with all the important photos you cherished inside?
Strangle him or her. Seriously. DON'T! do that to me.

16. What do you do when you receive a call from a kidnapper and your friend is in their hands?
Put him on hold and transfer his call to my friend's parent. XD. Of all people why call me right? Wahahahahaha, damn I'm evil. lol

17. What do you do if you break your friend's favourite vase but he or she didn't saw it?
Clean it up at once. Try to replace the same one if possible.

18. You were told to buy carrots by your mother, but you forgotten it and went back home with garlics. How will you explain to your mother?
"You got ask me to buy carrot meh? ". (Lam Lam I agree with you on this lol)

19. What do you do when you saw a cat chasing a mouse?
Watch in amusement.

20. You missed your favourite tv show and it was the season finale. What do you do?
Type www.youtube.com. Easy.

21. There is a crash in your schedule, one is your friend's wedding, the other is your another friend's last day of funeral. What will you do?
. . . Make myself sick. In that way I won't feel bad to both my friend since I can't attend both.

I tag:-
1. Carmen
2. Chun Hien
3. Shae Yew
4. Wei Shez
5. Shin Bei
6. Racheal
7. Siaw Ling
8. April
9. Carl Lin
10. Whoever want to do this. It's fun. LOL

Current updates

2009-02-22T06:42:00.000-08:00

Busy studying for final.
This time, for real.

As mush as I hated to admit this, Faiz, your a changed man XD. Oh la la.
Thanks.
Your a great help. lol. I wish you all the best in your exams.

One day in library whilst studying for Profit and Loss statement:-

Faiz quoted
" I always help you guys in studying but exam you guys always get higher than me. WTF".

Then he proceed to ask me and Carmen, "Eh, what marks you get for your account last term?"

I no need to answer cause Carmen answered for me,
"She get very high marks leh, she got 19. something", lol.

Faiz was like WTFFFF.

Now I perasan abit. XD XD Awww. I'm smart. LOL

Carmen then continued, " I got 16. something la"
Faiz...... -.- '''' "I got 14. something only WTF"

(all these upon 20 lor)

Faiz. Aku nak puji kau tapi aku nak jugak zha kau you. XD
But thanks alot yeah ;) .. . . . .Kembang lah tu. XD

OK
Buhbye. =)

Ahhhh... Confusing

2009-02-14T19:45:00.000-08:00

I thought being able to join the team of GO (Gentil Organisateurs) is what I've always wanted.

According to GlamourJob.com :-

Job Description - Club Med G.O

The Initials G.O stand for Gentil Organisateur which comes from the French meaning friendly host. A G.O’s job is to organize fun activities for both children and adults who are holidaying with Club Med. Being a G.O means you could get sent all over the world to entertain Club Meds guests.

There are many different jobs opportunities available as a Club Med G.O these include sporting activities (including Golf, Inline Skating, Sailing and Waterskiing) opportunities in Entertainment, Food & Beverage, Housekeeping & Maintenance, Guest Services & retail Sales and Child Care & Health.

Training & Qualifications

You will need relevant training/work experience for most G.O jobs for example a baker must have 3 years experience, a bakers assistant needs just one years experience.

You must be over 18 years old with a current passport and able to lift at least 30 pounds. Although not essential a foreign language would be helpful.

If your job application is accepted all G.O’s will undertake three training programmes for each field of activity.

Personal Qualities

To become a G.O you must have a great sense of humour, be flexible, have good organisational skills, be friendly, outgoing enjoy travelling and meeting new people and fit in as part of a team.

Can you imagine a better life than that of a Club Med GO?

GOs - the French term gentils organisateurs or "congenial hosts" - are the Club Med happy faces, the camp counselors who look after guests at Club Med villages and on Club Med ships. About 20,000 of these good-looking young people work in villages worldwide, spending their days and nights in some of the world's most beautiful places, frolicking on beaches, eating gourmet food, meeting happy people on vacation. It's party, party, party.

"I love it. It's like a drug. I can't leave it," says 26-year-old Canadian Vanessa Read, who has been a GO for nearly seven years.

"I love not receiving bills in the mail, not looking for a parking space, not having to cook a meal or clean up after a meal. It's incredible," says Stuart Emery, a 34-year-old American and six-year veteran.

Where do you sign up?

Slow down, potentially happy camper. Are you sure you're GO material?

Mehdi Serrour, 34, a chef de village (village manager) who has been with Club Med for 14 years, looks for people who sincerely like people.

"We don't need stars," he says. "We need people who need to make stars of the guests."

Mehdi calls this being "generous with the people." GOs are expected to keep guests busy and happy, eat all meals with them, solve any problems and generally be their friends. And, by the way, romance between GOs and with guests is not against the rules. Stuart met his Brazilian wife Sofia, also a GO, at a Club Med.

There are 114 (and counting) Club Med villages in four zones: Europe/Africa, South America, Asia, North America. Club Med is a French company, and about 35 different languages are spoken by GOs worldwide, says Sylvio de Bortoli, Club Med's director of human resources.

Fluency in more than one language can help get you a Club Med job, but, Mehdi says, "I prefer one who speaks one language and is very appreciated by guests than one who speaks six languages and speaks to no one."

Vanessa learned French while working at Club Med. Stuart gets by on English only, though this is rare outside the American villages.

GOs change locations with each new contract. Each has specific jobs within the company, but Club Med likes to shuffle those jobs around from time to time to keep people fresh.

Sounds perfect, doesn't it?

Is anything?

Reality check:

GOs work seven days a week, usually six months at a stretch. While they have off-duty hours, "When you come out of your room - even though you may not be on duty - if a guest needs something, you have to help them," says Vanessa.

And you do it cheerfully.

"It's normal to have a bad day. You're allowed," says Vanessa. "But don't take it out on the guests. It's not their fault."

If a guest is unpleasant, says Mehdi, "We have to see why they are unpleasant. Most of the time it's our fault."

Expect the unexpected

Vanessa says the crucial GO trait is adaptability.

How adaptable? After a second interview with Club Med, Vanessa was told she would hear back soon. The company called that night and wanted her in a couple of days. Vanessa had a job, a boyfriend, a brand-new car and was house-sitting.

She took care of her business and took the job.

There are few guarantees in the GO life. There's little advance word on where your next assignment will be. The better a GO you are, the more likely you'll be able to choose your location - but no guarantees. The amount of unpaid time between assignments can be as little as a few days, as much as a few months.

And you can't be motivated by money.

"When I started, $450 was my salary," says Stuart. "I didn't think anything of it. Then I realized it was per month."

That $450 per month is the base salary for Americans, and there is no tipping at Club Med. Salaries climb as high as $1,200 a month, says Sylvio.

Of course, GOs do get room and board as well. Club Med meals are fabulous spreads, although GO accommodations are not always up to the standard of guests'. Some share rooms and/or baths. GOs also have access to all village facilities. With virtually no living expenses, GOs can save much of their salaries.

On her application, Vanessa wrote that she was a cheerleader, did gymnastics, enjoyed hiking, canoeing and horseback riding. She taught aerobics and choreographed shows for Club Med before moving to reception.

Both Stuart and Vanessa would like to make careers of Club Med, but aren't sure how to move up in the company.

That there is room for promotion is clear: Sylvio, with the company 26 years, started as a water- and snow-skiing GO. And, he says, the chief executive officer for the U.S. sector started as a GO in the villages. (All Club Med hosts actually are called GOs. Their work is supplemented with locally hired employees namely General Employee GEs)

Evaluation forms filled out by supervisors at the end of each season address GOs' leadership potential, Sylvio says. Promotion decisions are made on the basis of those.

Getting the job

Still want the job?

Here's one way to get it: Sometimes a guest on vacation wants to stay forever. If the chef de village sees GO potential, a short-term au-pair - no salary - position might be offered. Do an outstanding job as an au pair and you might be offered a contract for the next season. (No guarantees.)

Or, you can call the Club Med recruitment hot line, (407) 337-6660, for information about applying for a job in the usual way. You must be at least 19 years old.

Vanessa and Stuart have had unusually long GO careers; the average is two years.

"When you are 22 years old, you can work six months, have fun learning and making some money," says Mehdi.

But at 34 and with no promotion in sight, Stuart is becoming concerned for his future and is exploring other jobs.

What will it take to woo him away from Club Med?

"A salary I feel will allow my lifestyle to continue," he says.

Let's see: He lives in two exotic locations each year, has lived all over the world, had all his meals prepared for him by French chefs, and meets new people every day. He has new co-workers every six months, and his life is spent helping people have fun.

Reality check, please.

And I got it. According to Elaine Wong, the HR Manager I'm a GO material.
So. Actually what is my point?
Gah. I wish I knew. -.-
I should probably get to my studies since my Trial's in 2 weeks time.
And then my big Final coming.
Followed by graduation, which I am soooo anticipating.

Followed by my dream, to be a official GO in Club Med.
So, any GO's leaving Club Med yet? lol
I'm one of the GO replacement on the list, so please do apply to other Club Med village so I may replace you. =P

Nana, Mei Hwei and other friends who planned to come Club Med Cherating to be GO for Higher Diploma's Training I'll meet you guys at Club Med after my graduation XD.
Owh well, if I managed to get in Season Summer 09, if not I have to wait for Season Winter 09 at October. =(. Hopefully I'll get April one, then only I can meet you guys!

Ahh well. Toodles

My First Time In History - The Whole Interview Story-

2009-02-12T03:14:00.000-08:00

Alright, so as everyone know, how big of a fuss I am making for my interview for Club Med.

But guess what?? I got it XD XD XD.
Alright, but I'm not sure which season I'll be going.
I really hope it'll be for Season Summer 200 from April onwards.
According to Elaine Wong,
"Don't be surprise, because I have had people waiting for 2 years to get to work in Club Med"

So, now what can I do?
I'll have to wait for news from her, and hopefully there are GO's leaving Club Med
(I do mean Reception GO so that I can replace them, that's the only way I can get it Club Med)

LOL! A Big thanks to my cousin Siaw Ling, and Carmen =D
For accompanying me to Club Med KL Office for my interview.
Thank you for being there to practice with me the interview moments, etiquette and stuffs.
Thank you for sacrificing your sleep (Shannon ahem) and skipping college for me. (Carmen)
Thank you for bearing with me being all fucking cranky, and all nervous and all emo dumb ass shits and complaints.

Thank you for de-stressing me with the chit chat we have at Secret Recipe.
Carmen's a 1990 baby so in Zodiac she's a horse. But I claimed she's a seahorse.
And then you know what she reply me????????? o.0

Carmen says "I'm not a sea horse, I'm a horse, I don't swim, I gallop"
Mahai wtf I know. Fucking funny right. LMFAO.
I know she's abit dense and confused at times.
I didn't know it was till THAT stage.
She can't identify whether is herself a human, horse, or seahorse. LMFAO.
She say she gallop already right, after afew moments she say she lives in SEA.
WTF. LMFAO. I say she's a seahorse then she say she gallops.
Then I say Fine gallop away then she say she lives in the sea. WTF ZOMFG.
She's a young confused little girl. Poor Carmen. *pats head*

Anyway, then thanks to both of you girls for checking my grooming.
I remember how cranky I was today. I can't even hold a fucking pen, my hand was shaking.
Yes, you heard it right. Siew Ee Von's hand is shaking.
When I was filling the fucking 5 page Questionnaire my writing were, shaky and ugly. -.-
T_T
It was filled with tough questions. Seriously. No joking. I went there at 1.40, and I was supposed to be meeting Elaine at 2. I finished the Questionnaire around 2.20 pm.
Way to go lor. Damn alot questions that requires alot of thinking. Like. Real deep thinking.
Because any slips or mistakes or lies, you'll get yourself twisted. I was actually thinking hard to give her a good answer, and overall give her a good impression.

She bombarded me with quite alot of questions.
I'll try to list down but, I'm not sure if I can remember all.

1. Tell me more about your family background.
Erh. My dad's 50 years old. And my mum is a full time housewife. And I've got 2 younger sisters.
And my dad's an engineer. LOL. (I wasn't prepared for this question seriously)

2. Tell me why you like Club Med.
................ Ang Mohs?? XD JK la.

3. You've been there for holiday. Tell me how was it.
4. Your there as a GE. A GE's life is hard right. How was it?
5. Who's your CDS when your in Club Med?
6. Your result is not bad, why you don't want to further your studies to degree?
7. How was Taylor's? Is it good?
8. What did you learn in Taylor's College?
9. What do you know about GO's work?
10. Can you live in such a secluded area?
11. Can you be on stage?
12. How well can you speak in Mandarin?

13. What position or any particular department you want?

This one I told her, I want receptionist, then second choice Club Med Business Centre as event planner, or 3rd choice as a Passworld GO.
Passworld GO is the GO that take care of the teenagers age 11 and above.

Then you know what she reply me?
She ask me back how can you handle teenagers when you're a teenager yourself.
WTF. I damn zha dou.
I zha her back, in a nice way la. Erm, I think I can understand them better????

LOL

She asked me at least 20 questions in 30 mins. Or maybe more.
When I have the mood I'll list it down. =D. This post is for me to say thank you!!

Anyway, Ms. Elaine Wong kept stressing that I'm too young.
She was like, "You're very young ah". She said that for a few times.
(But my Canadian GO friend said that my age is a perfect age to be a GO)
nabeh damn mengada lah the HR Manager.
'
"Normally Club Med rotates GO to different different village every one year, but in YOUR case, you're too young, you'll have to work in Malaysia for 3 or 4 years first". (She purposely stress my case, damn potong stim)

I frowned for a few seconds.

Then, she continued (after looking at my air muka)
"Not that we don't want to send you to overseas, but you must understand the working visa guideline for oversea Club Med is very strict, you need to be at least 23"

And I'm like, "Absolutely no problem". LOL

Then she explained lor...

As a GO, you'll get

1. Shared accomodation. A single room but a shared bathroom.
2. 3 meals in their main restaurant a day. (Oh yeah int. buffet + fine dining)
3. Free access to bar. You're free to approach the bar anytime.
4. You may use all facilities in the resort.
5. You're covered with 100% medical insurance on job.
6. Club Med will provide a return flight ticket to Kuantan, and a coach transfer to the village.
7. Housekeeping will clean your room.
8. 7 days leave per season, annual leave of 14 days. And all public holidays in Pahang state is redeemable. However your only allowed to apply your leave on OFF SEASON. And your leave is to be cleared off every season.

As a GO, your expected to:-
1. Mingle with guest everyday.
2. Smile, eat, party, talk to the guest 24/7.
I believe that you know most of the job as a GO. You've been there.

Me :- *Nods*. "Yes, I know most of the jobs there."

And uhh, I explained to her about my experiences in Club Med and Bayview Beach Resort.
I even told her about my National Service. LOL.
IDK how the subject go to my NS but yeah.... lol

Then, some brief conversations and some more questions. -.-
Finally she's like,
"I'll keep your profile active. It means if there's any vacancies, I'll call you up, don't be surprise, because I have had people waiting for 2 years to get to work in Club Med. But we'll have to wait till April or May because that's the time we will relocate the GO's and if there's any vacancies, then you can go there. You'll have to wait for news from me. And if there's no vacancies on April no choice lor you'll have to wait for the next season which is October/ November. But your free to look for other jobs, don't wait for Club Med. And when Club Med have positions available, we will call you up, and then you can choose whether you want to stay with your other job, or come to Club Med. But you'll be in the list."

So basically I summarize today up. LOL. Lazy lar. I missed kinda lots of things but yeah whatever la. I lazy ad.

A big THANK YOU, MERCI BEAUCOUP

For everyone who gave me their moral support =D:-
1. Carmen
2. Siaw Ling
3. Justin Ong (My dinner, please rmb!! XD)
4. My family.
5. Julie
6. Lay Ting
7. Mei Hwei
8. Chun Hien. (FYI GO is not hostess hor)
9. Gun Wei Chye.
10. Shez
11. Leng
12. Pu Tain NaNa
13. Florian
14. Alex
15. Daniel
16. Margaret
17. CP
18. Zaidul
19. Abang Don
20. Abang Mi

LOL. If I forgot to mention your name, sorry lar. I cannot remember. LOL

Anyway It means I can be a GO, just don't know which season only. In short I'm a future GO.
Wahahahaha =D. YAY!!!!

Now it's time to concentrate on my finals. =D

Interview Day

2009-02-10T16:46:00.000-08:00

Ish tomorrow leh!!!

EVERYONE WISH ME LOTSA LUCKS!!!!

I damn kan cheong, cannot sleep for 2 days already.

WTF WTF WTF WTF

Busy-ness

2009-02-04T17:03:00.000-08:00

Lack of updating.

Why?

Busy.

Why Busy?

Finals... Zzzzzzz Revisions and homeworks lar dude.

Another main reason? Moi internet has been not co-operating for the past two weeks.

So yeah, fuck it.

Things to update??

Alot. Like what?

CNY celebration, roundings etc.

This one fucking ridiculous, Taylor's College caught on fire. lol.

I got picture I shall upload next time.

And and and, my dream job, to be a GO in Club Med.

I got interview =P =P

Pass through 1st stage Pre-screening.

Now. 2nd stage. Face to face interview.

Oh, people, wish me luck *fingers crossed* alrighty?

I want this job so badly. =P

Gimme gimme. God for once, answer to my prayers please.

Now I shall continue do my forecasting homework. LOL

Buhbye ness.

Happy Chinese New Year muah =)

2009-01-24T20:24:00.000-08:00

Everybody say HEY HEY HEY =P
Ee Von in the house~`!

Happy Chinese New Year~~!!!
Gong Xi Fa Chai
Wishing everyone a prosperous year ahead~!

I am so darn happy.
You know why? Because last year in this time around,
if you still can remember I'm not around for CNY celebration.
Remember why??? Let me tell you why.
I'm undergoing training a.k.a slavery at Club Med Cherating Kuantan

This year i can actually celebrate with my family and friends!!
THANK GOD!! THANK AMITABHA!! THANK GODDESS OF MERCY
FOR THIS!! lol

(PS, Feng Shui time XD)

Erhhh. For all my Year Snake friend:-

Overall 2009 is a good year. =)
1. Career is good this year and there is chance to be promoted this year with a good increasement. You will be rewarded by some kind of reward this year. 0.o =P Fairly good news for those who are looking for a job upon graduation in April like me. Good luck DH27 =P

2. =( Your money luck is not good this year so try to avoid gambling this year. Try to save more money this year as money will come in the form as career luck. 0.o
Ahhhh. No more shopping. =(

3. Your health is great so just continue doing your normal regime at gym or joggin as usual.

4. If married, this year you will be spending more time with family. If single and in a relationship, this is the time to get married. 0.o How to choose a spouse?? As long as he/she is caring towards you. That will do . o.0

Sometimes, reading feng shui is very fun. LOL.
Alright. Everyone!!!
Once again, Happy Chinese New Year.
To my family, A very very very excellent year ahead. Everything will go smoothly for all of us =)
To DH 27 Taylorians, Good Luck and may all of us graduate with flying colours.
To old schoolmates, meet out more yea, I wish you guys the very best.

Muackkkk =P
BuaiBuai-ness.